The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day
I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake
We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything
But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams
The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story
As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel
little miss.
Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)
So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.
and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D
There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!
▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats
▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!
don't stand there with your head in the clouds all the time!
♥Listening to: Gara gara go, Big Bang ♥Mood: busy(cause if I don't think that I'm tired, I won't be) ♥Location: in the hall
SAY B-I-G TO THE BANG~! Excuse the randomness, that song is playing right now. Major apologies, but this here blog is going to be on hiatus again. School is starting and 'O' levels(or National Exams as some of you know it) are coing in half a year's time. Oh, the horror. Time to buck up, manage my priorities right and put aside fandom for a while other than occasionally downloading some new songs and deleting some old ones(who wants to get me another thumbdrive?) which pains me so. Life is going to be pretty boring and stressful until the year is over, so I hope everything will turn out alright. Happy New Year to all, I hope that this year will be another awesomely epic year even if last year was so horrible you just wanted to jump off a building some times or wished whoever is making your life that bad would just slip, fall down, knock his or her head and die, this year is going to be good if you think it is. It's all in the head. I love y'all, stay safe, eat well, sleep properly, and stay optimistic. There are some good points about being a little pessimistic too, so get a good balance.
Time is ticking away, so I must fly. Tonight will be a sleepless night for sure. Surprisingly, the couch is more comfotable than the bed. Is that weird or weird?
Forget about the mistakes that you will never commit again, stay happy.
Goodbye.
P.S. I've always found saying "goodbye" at the end of a post depressing, like it will be the last time I'll be here but that's not the case, isn't it?
P.P.S. Someone help me with my music player please, it refuses to play anything. Give it sound, give it life.
♥Listening to: Heartbeat, 2PM ♥Mood: tired ♥Location: in the hall, home alone
Today. I think I played _____(insert your thoughts here) today. The transitions, the wrong chords, the missing chords, Matthew singing the song quietly to aid me during the solos when I got lost...
Anyhoo, it was a tiring day with 2PM's Heartbeat on repeat(hey, that rhymes!). MEL IS GOING TO MASTER THAT DANCE. Cause it's just so awesomely epic. Not only that one, but many others too. Thank you, Jolynna for the lovely gift.
Yan came for the Christmas event yesterday from dinner onwards! Thank you for taking time out of your busy and tiring schedule for me. Hope you had a nice rest! By the way, is there something wrong with blogger? The tagboards can't seem to work. My mind refuse to function properly now, guess I'm too tired but if I sleep not then there won't be enough time for my daily dose of fandom and doing up Yan's and Halley's present.
Cheers, time to get started.
P.S. (Here's the Primadonna talking) Oh Won Bin, ex F.T. Island member needs love(hence he's my entry picture for today). He has been removed from all the F.T. Island comms on LJ and there's no other comms specifically just for him. Hopefully he releases something as a solo artist soon. ♥
♥Listening to: The tele. ♥Mood: Calm ♥Location: in the hall, home alone
Been working all day on it what not even a simple 'thank you'.
Been cutting, back aching, hand cramping and you have no idea how much it took for me to complete it.
Oh wow.
Am really tired now, and I find no joy in using the computer now, since I did what needed to do, there's nothing left. Random videos and Kame pictures don't interest me now, may be the pictures a little but I'd rather do my QT.
Hope to go out with Via soon, and omgosh, HOKKAIDO ON THE 14TH! :D
Anyways, just a short one. I'm getting a little hyper here. After the late night drama watching, I pulled myself off the bed at 145pm. At least it was better than the day before yesterday when I was being a total noise hater and refused to wake up. That and because there was a dream that I didn;t want to let go. So Kame, Jin, Koki and Ueda has appeared in my dreams already, so where's Taguchi and Nakamaru? :D
Anyhoo, today was a tag team with appa. It was a artsy day for the both of us. A real SHINee*gets shot for the pun* artsy day thanks to the amount of glitter that was used. Almost done with Sylvia's present, like finally. Hope there will be enough time for the rest fo the presents though. Twinie's one is already late. Way late that you don't want to know how late it is cause I'll feel extremely awful(which I already do) to even type it here.
My two favourite videos. <3 The second one is a link cause someone requested to disable the embedding.
These few days have been awesome even though I haven't been updating anywhere. No twitter, no Facebook, no Blogger, no Plurk, no Livejournal, no nothing cause I was busy attending Sara's sweet 16th party and doing up presents for my loves. One more for Halley to add in. Oh my. Loads of things to do. Anyways, before the party was shopping with umma. She bought this pair of knee length shorts from Fox for me, which is kind surprising cause she never gets me things from anywhere the moment I say "I want that." Other than food cause I get hungry easily like now. Amazing thing is, my parents didn't even say a word when I came home five minutes past midnight after the party. :D Other than that, I've been drama watching and catching up with Sylvia love. You have no idea how worried I became after she texted me saying how sad she was. Called her at the wrong time though. Heh. We chatted till two this morning and after texting a couple of people-I seem to be able to reply to messages only at night these days- I hit the pillows.
IRIS IS ON TONIGHT! My apologies for the random-ness. Which reminds me, I still have to watch the first few episode of Iris and add one more drama to my list, which makes it a total of 10 dramas to catch. How in the world am I suppose to squeeze in 10 dramas with the time I have now?
After the tiring but refreshing hike at Bukit Timah, Wee Chong asked if I was free to watch a movie, but we had to gather people first. Best thing was, he was treating. :D After two hours of texting and calling, I only managed to drag Ben and Cheryl(Boey) along. Thing is, they were not 16 yet and neither do they look like one so we couldn't watch Case 39. Ninja Assassin is also out, cause it's M18. So, we decided to watch 2012, since the three haven't watched it yet. It wasn't too bad, I mean, I laughed and teared at the same parts. The 3D version might be coming out soon, I think. Cheryl and I shared the double combo meal(which was my lunch), and made so many comments about it. Gosh, she is a chatterbox. Being a chatterbox isn't all that bad, but it also means you hace to keep talking to her. In the end, Ben and Wee Chong were totally left out and the two of us just keep going, going, going. Especially Ben. My apologies to him. ):
I don't want to talk about what happened afetr the movie, but Cheryl, please don't do that ever again. It's not funny. You. Totally owe me one.
After having a late night doing some presents, I went for the dental appointment in the morning half awake. Dozed off a couple of times on the chair and slept in the car after. The rubber bands are now red and green, all in the name of Christmas. Been tuning into 172 ever since I got back and managed to catch Pops in Seoul! <3 Alrightie, today's another busy day of present making.
♥Listening to: G.O.O.D. Luv, MBLAQ ♥Mood: annoyed ♥Location: in the hall
Like STFU already. So what if the music is on too loud, I like it that way. Besides, it's not my fault that the ear pieces are like that.
So, RE didn't say anything on their website that I can't look for another job while waiting for them to reply. I have three jobs that I can try out for but what if RE finds out and there is really a fine for that? To go, or not to go? This job came from my BFF and now she's not even replying. She may be busy, but not too busy to reply a text message, yes?
Thanks to this, now there won't be any money for me to spend during my stay at Hokkaido, Japan. Stupid shit.
On a brighter note, BGD(Botanical Garden Day) is in about an hours time! Funny thing happened yesterday. I thought i was on the phone with Sylvia love on Friday, so like when it past 12 midnight, I thought the it was Saturday and went to church for BGD and the camp comm were like, "What are you here for?" Gosh, it was so embarrassing.
Late night chats with Cheryl(Boey) and Sylvia love sure is a great way to do catching up. 'Kay, got to rip the audio from a video now before I do some packing.
I may not have the power to grant your wish... But if I ever had such power, I would do so without a second thought.
'He gave you people around you who loves and is concern about you, which will help take away the pain bit by bit.'
'God will not end it for u like how you snap your finger, but He will mold you to be a person strong enough to resolve it.' Tuition took up my entire afternoon, not that I really mind. I wouldn't know what to do if I had nothing to do. Other than facebooking and blogging, but those aren't the things that would really make my day, you know? Not that tuition would, but it's good to exercise your brain every once in a while.
I just did. How about you?
Well, now that it's the 1st of December, I'm proud to say that I can really stop slacking and get started on the Global Village project. My friends would KILL me if I turn up this Saturday with nothing interesting on hand. Yes, not only must I do research, my final product MUST be interesting. Either that, or it can bore people to death. Funny how some people can spend so long and give such horrible results. Oh, yes. Almost forgot. Not only must the end product of my 5 day research produce interesting information, it must also be in depth. Not those usual copy and paste. You must really understand it.
Now my to-do list...
-Global Village Project -Come up with a draft design for the shirt and finalize it with the sec three's -Send in the shirt for printing and collect it latest by the 16th of December -Come up with design(s) for CCA board and finalize it with Rachel -Do up the board latest by the 12th of December -Send out invites to CAC CONNECT! Camp people regarding the mini reunion -Confirm the date -Confirm venue and time for the Sunday Class Outing -GO TO SENTOSA AND CHILL. Either on the 11th or 15th of December. -Buy next year's set of books -Do Christmas cards and wrap gifts -SHOPPING for new year clothes
*sigh*
So many things to be done, so little time.
Hmm, I miss WG songs, but I need to transfer them to my phone, again. D: Need to get more DBSK songs.
The chinese open ended comprehension was inspiring. :D
Though, no comments for the rest of the paper and Art. It's just that, today was the first time that I stayed in the hall for a total of five and a half hours doing papers. Thankfully I have that HUGE white jacket that my father bought. :)
It kept me warm! XD My hands were freezing during Art. D:
Well, nothing much. Lunch was fun. I was practically starving through the last half hour of paper two. Dang. Then Art was from 2 to 4pm.
Oh my. Home alone once more. Surrounded by darkness, with only the light above my head guiding me as I do my work.
Banger's overload. Rah. I'm left with SS, Bio, Math, Chem, PoA and ART paper 3. Three down, six to go. Alright lyNA, run this race. Don't give up.
