The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day
I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake
We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything
But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams
The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story
As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel
little miss.
Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)
So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.
and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D
There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!
▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats
▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!
Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.
Dune by Frank Herbert
♥Listening to: Sunshine Love, A-mi
♥Mood: bouncy
♥Location: alternative study table(?), the one downstairs
The title says it all. Was told by Via to update my ever-so-dead blog so here I am? Nine more days of hell, nine more days till we can break free from the chains of education even though it is only for a while(two months to be exact) before the results are released in mid January. Whatever it is let's live life to the fullest!
Oh. The little extra bounce and chirpy-ness when I switch from earphones to headphones. This is why headphones win earphones almost anytime, quality music is loved. HAHAH, MY DAD JUST CAUGHT HIS FOOT ON THE EXTENSION CORD AND GAVE THE WHAT-THE-HECK EXPRESSION. This post is going to be a ton of random things thrown together just like a random update as usual.
Today's paper was Biology and I'm euphoric that it's finally over! Not o-levels, that requires a more larger celebration. Only three more papers to the end of it all. CELEBRATE, HEY~! Currently doing some research for Art which is on the 10th. Many people prefer to work on something more concrete, something that they can can grasp, something that follows a proper theme from beginning to end. Unlike them, abstract ideas are my love. It just isn't the norm to focus on a single theme unless it's glamour or some other theme similar to that trail of perspective.
Easiest way to tackle this subject is to do something personal or at least something that you yourself can relate to yet it makes people think about themselves too. Twist the theme to suit you, not the other way around. Use the theme to your advantage which reminds me.
Art(as in apparel design) or a Plastic Surgeon? I've been stuck in this dilemma since June after deciding to take on either one of these paths. Leave a tag in the cbox regarding this, aye? Also, please watch out for spammers on your cbox. As you can see, they have been spamming my cbox probably just to earn profit by gaining traffic to their site. Beware of them spammers.
On a brighter note, U-Kiss is finally coming back to S'pore for promotional activities! Their concert is held on the 19th of November at Bedok reservoir with a fansign during noon and a concert at 8pm. Can't wait! Although I have only traveled with them as an unofficial-official Kiss Me since around April 28th this year, this half a year was the best half year and to be honest, probably just slightly better than them KAT-TUN days. KAT-TUN was my longest fandom to date lasting about (since sec three is in '08) one and a half years? DBSK brought me to the Kpop world last year with Mirotic and somehow U-Kiss entered my life sometime after SHINee did. U-Kiss, a self initiated fandom that will last for many years to come. OMO, 2008. the year I got into Jpop, the year U-Kiss debuted~!<3
Alrightie. O-levels aren't over yet and I'm already gushing about them coming. Ttyl, love you love you love you~
P.S. Sunshine Love is still on repeat however it is getting a little too upbeat so time for Sikkeurot!! by U-Kiss~<3
P.P.S. Those who have Twitter, add me @_MMHN
P.P.P.S. Gamer's update: dad bought Fatal Frame 3 and Onimusha 4! Oh yeah baby baby baby girl~!
to celebrate me finding your site, Imma posting the bestquote ever. This also deserves a new label! 8D
"It's too addicting, it's too addicting, it's too addicting! Even for an information broker like me there are things completely unknown to me happening and happening and appearing before my eyes and lapsing back into unknown every single day. That is why I can never ever leave the places where humans abound! Humans, LOVE! I LOVE HUMANS! I LOVE YOU ALL! THAT'S WHY YOU ALL SHOULD LOVE ME TOO! "
♥Listening to: The tele. ♥Mood: Calm ♥Location: in the hall, home alone
Been working all day on it what not even a simple 'thank you'.
Been cutting, back aching, hand cramping and you have no idea how much it took for me to complete it.
Oh wow.
Am really tired now, and I find no joy in using the computer now, since I did what needed to do, there's nothing left. Random videos and Kame pictures don't interest me now, may be the pictures a little but I'd rather do my QT.
Hope to go out with Via soon, and omgosh, HOKKAIDO ON THE 14TH! :D
hoshi no kazu hodo iru hito no naka de boku wa guuzen, ano hi deai koi ni ochita yo
ai ga kurushimi da to moshi oshieraretemo boku wa mayowazu ni kimi wo eranda darou
kono sora de kazoekirenai hoshi ga umarete wa hitoshirezu kiete yuku yo
"kimi wo ai shiteru" sonna hitokoto ga kazarazu ni ieta nara donna ni raku nan darou mou nido to kimi wo nakasetakunai kara nanigenai kyou to iu hi ga bokura no kinenbi
nanka fushigi nanda kimi ga boku wo suki na riyuu ga wakaranai yo... sonna mon kana?
shumi ya shigusa datte chigatte iru keredo saikin, nite kita... to mawari ni iwareru uso tsuite kimi wo nakaseta ano hi tada boku wa damatta mama nani mo dekizu
kimi ga iru dake de arifureta hibi ga azayaka ni irodorare ai ga michite yuku yo kono kimochi dake wa wasuretakunai kara nanigenai kyou to iu hi ga bokura no kinenbi
"kimi wo ai shiteru" sonna hitokoto ga kazarazu ni ieta nara donna ni raku nan darou mou nido to kimi wo nakasetakunai kara nanigenai kyou to iu hi ga bokura no kinenbi
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There are as many people as there are stars And one day, by chance, out of all those people, I met you and fell in love
Even if someone had told me that love is pain I would still have chosen you without hesitation
In this sky, countless stars are born And die without anyone knowing it
Those words, “I love you” How much better I would have felt if I’d just come out and said them I never want to make you cry again So today, this random day, is our anniversary
It’s kind of mysterious – you like me too I don’t know why…is that why?
We have different hobbies and mannerisms But lately we’ve become alike…that’s what everyone says That day when I told a lie and made you cry I just kept quiet, unable to do anything
Just having you here brings vivid colours To these ordinary days, and fills me with love I don’t want to forget this feeling So today, this random day, is our anniversary
Those words, “I love you” How much better I would have felt if I’d just come out and said them I never want to make you cry again So today, this random day, is our anniversary ---
♥Listening to:Bokura no Machide, KAT-TUN ♥Location: that same old room ♥Mood: uncomfortable
The title and the caption has no link. Just being random, hopefully it takes off some stress that I'm feeling now. Why the random title? Cause I noticed that I have four more posts to go to make it 365 posts, and if you convert that to the number of days then it's a year.
As for the caption, well, it just came into my mind after rejecting three other possible captions. He's pretty ne. Though I have a feeling that the picture was edited( it might not be either, cause looking at the picture, it was quite some time back and he was skinnier and more adorable then) but either way, he's still pretty. Jin's pretty, but Kame is forever pretty! ♥
Bye people, looking for more case studies till 10 then I'll do as many sketches as possible after doing the layouts for the box that is. THERE'S ART TOMORROW! It has pros and cons though. Pros being I just love Art and the box is finally here. Time to check out their painting skills! Cons are that I doubt I'll be able to finish the sketches in time and I don't want to leave a bad impression of myself.
It's bad enough that I'm still a little stunned by school.
HAHA. I can't help but to laugh. Y'all know I keep text messages from whenever just for the good times? Well, I just saw one from Lotte-chan and it says, "You dare?!". Everytime a text message comes in, I see the text message, followed by that. HAHA.
That was during the CIP where we had to clean up the hostel. I was running late and she was threatening to tear the White Christmas (by KAT-TUN) piano scores into pieces of I don't stop calling her gakki.
Okay. Back to work. Natsu no Basho, here I come! That song really perks up my day. Smack by Maru's an adorable, cheerful, upbeat song that's good to listen when you're feeling down in the dumps. He's a nice person too. Hana. HAHA. Kagei, hana, ago(which means baldy, nose, chin in Japanese). Not baldy, flower and chin. 'Hana' has two different meanings!
Heh. I spent like $5.6 yesterday on this three in one nail thing. It's uber cool but it takes time to do all three. Not only that, you have to do it before you paint the base coat and after removing your nail polish to keep them clean and non yellowie. :D
My sister's nails started to turn a little yellow so I lent her that three in one nail thing. HAHAH. She finds it very time consuming. Who asked her not to apply base coat, or at least borrow it from me. The funniest thing is was to see her child like expression when she buffed her nails. "It became shiny!" said she. HAHAHA. Well, a random post for today. OH! Hee~ I just finished drawing G-dragon! Ain't that the coolest? ;D Hope I didn't spoil his pretty face.
Back to work. Cheers!
[edit, 6.02]
Almost forgot. I'm going to eat Bibimbap tomorrow! :D I tried it in Korea once and fell totally in love with it! Here's a picture of it that is good enough to eat. Fine, blogger is just being mean. Here's the link to the picture instead. ;D
As long as I don't blog, as long as I don't speak, as long as stick to staying away from the computer this week. No one would know anything about what I have been doing, or, what have I been thinking. Neither would they want to care, or to see how I would fare. For they have much better things to do, as many said countless times.
hahah. I decided to do art for the whole of today, and SS for the whole of tomorrow. ;D oh! Going to get a Charelle top and eye shimmers! :D So, now I need $13.30 ^^' The Charelle top is $10.90 while the eye shimmers add up to $2.40. Yeaps....
a little to otimistic after my CL oral...[ 11:59 AM ]
MELINA THE PESSIMIST IS OUT. MELINA THE OPTIMIST IS SO IN YO :D
Okay. Yes. Talking to Abby finally made me realised something. Firstly, I can be really random at times. So much that I actually earned myself this awesome tittle, Little Miss Random! :D Secondly, I'm a total pessimist. Okay, for those who have no idea what that means, go look up the dictionary. Unless you know what it means or you know what's the meaning of optimistic. Cause pessimistic is the opposite of optimistic. XD
Fine I shall be nice yo. :) Wait, on the other hand, I shall not. MUAHAHAHAHAAA~ Hmm, I really enjoy talking to Abby. :D So far, she is the only one who made me realised what a pessimist I really am. Yes, and that is going to change. I'm going to work hard for both my languages and pass them with flying colours. With the help of
God and my lovely angels.
There are angels in this world. YES, THERE ARE.The thing is that they do not have wings or a halo. Nor do they wear long white gowns and fly gracefully from place to place. Instead, they are just like you and me. They are called 'Friends'. :D
Yeap. I'm going to throw all those nastly things behind, and start fresh. :D Bah, not going to procrastinate and all. I'm like balance c/d and balance b/d all my revision. ( for those who take PoA, you know what I mean. For those who don't, google it. XD)
Time to say a big good bye to all these things that I'm going to list out in the next 2 minutes or so.
-bullying(I was the victim yo. D:) -Procrastinating -my really unhappy childhood
okay. The last point pretty much sums up everything. HAHAH.
ANYHOO, BYE BYE. XD
Hmm. Looks like i'm going to have to stick myself to Abby with super glue yo. She is my checklist of some sort. :D
fwee. I looked at my report card. It it is just annoying the hell out of me. I only get 5 As for CAs and I get 4 As for my EOYs. D: Annoying piece of shit yo. The most horrifying report card was the one where I got 3rd, cause I only got three pathetic As. come, say it with me. S-C-A-R-Y.
LOL. OKAY ENOUGH ABOUT THAT. I'm going to work hard and aim for 6 As yo. Then I would have a higher chance of getting 5 As. I'll prove it to God and my parents that i can do it! :DDDDD
okay, before I go off blogskin hunting(again), let me just say that...
ABBY IS COOL YO. XD heee~ extra update. I miss my ps2. It's rotting. plus, my fav games are lost. D: KH and KH2. Well, at least I still have onimusha 2 and God of war 1 and 2 :D
