The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day
I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake
We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything
But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams
The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story
As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel
little miss.
Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)
So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.
and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D
There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!
▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats
▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!
My two favourite videos. <3 The second one is a link cause someone requested to disable the embedding.
These few days have been awesome even though I haven't been updating anywhere. No twitter, no Facebook, no Blogger, no Plurk, no Livejournal, no nothing cause I was busy attending Sara's sweet 16th party and doing up presents for my loves. One more for Halley to add in. Oh my. Loads of things to do. Anyways, before the party was shopping with umma. She bought this pair of knee length shorts from Fox for me, which is kind surprising cause she never gets me things from anywhere the moment I say "I want that." Other than food cause I get hungry easily like now. Amazing thing is, my parents didn't even say a word when I came home five minutes past midnight after the party. :D Other than that, I've been drama watching and catching up with Sylvia love. You have no idea how worried I became after she texted me saying how sad she was. Called her at the wrong time though. Heh. We chatted till two this morning and after texting a couple of people-I seem to be able to reply to messages only at night these days- I hit the pillows.
IRIS IS ON TONIGHT! My apologies for the random-ness. Which reminds me, I still have to watch the first few episode of Iris and add one more drama to my list, which makes it a total of 10 dramas to catch. How in the world am I suppose to squeeze in 10 dramas with the time I have now?
For all your warmth and kindness For the person that you are I'm wishing that this birthday is your nicest one
For the thoughtful Things you do For all the Joy you spread I'm wishing life's very best throughout the year ahead
Have a blessed birthday, my love.
You deserve more than a text message, more than a couple of words. You deserve a birthday post, just for you! Of course, a hug will be given to you on Saturday. ;D
Happy Sweet 16th, Na! Finally, you're 16. You can watch as many NC16 movies as you want and you can find a proper job too! Anyways, back to the real wishing~
I've always been glad to have known you in this small world, in this lifetime. I thank God for bringing you into not only mine but many other lives, adding colours of the rainbow to make life more interesting. He has brought you through so many years and with many blessings along the way. Looking back, it has already been 16 years since you breathed your first and you're doing alive and well, to this day! Amen to that!
You've grown so much, from being adorable and immature to still looking adorable(and pretty) and extremely mature for your age. Although you have faced countless problems along the way, always remember to stand up and keep moving forward. Your friends, family and of course our Heavenly Father will always give our full support to you. God doesn't give us things that are impossible for us. He gives us such trials to mold us to become a better person, to be more like Him. When you're tired, pray. If you're still tired, go and sleep!
Although the life of a sec four may seem daunting, but if you have gotten this far, this proves to show that you can go even further, for the only true failure is when one stops trying. Believe in yourself, believe in the Father. For life is a mixture of sunshine and rain. Laughter and teardrops, pleasure and pain. Low tides and high tides, mountains and plains, triumphs, defeats and losses and gains. But there never was a cloud that the Son didn't shine through and there's nothing impossible for Jesus Christ to do!
Matt 5: 13-16
13"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.
14"You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. 15Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.
- Since I have no time to write in my diary, this will have to do. The urge to write it somewhere is too much to handle.
-Woke up with a massive headache, tried to revise Biology but ended up falling asleep. At least I managed to study some of it.
-Lotte-chan and I were meeting at Plaza Sing to get something for Tricia's birthday party. Was almost late cause I had to charge me phone. My phone was dying and the plug came loose when I was charging it. Manged to charge it for a mere 15 minutes, meaning no music for the rest of the day.
-Shopping alone is well, sort of awkward since like you are the only one and not to mention, most of the shops that I went to were rather empty. I ended up at Times, reading Brida while waiting for her to come. It's such nice book.
-Had delish Hokkaido Ice-cream, courtesy of Lotte-chan for being late. Heh. Thank you love.
-Went o many shops to search for Tricia's gift. From the shop that played Rescue the other time to Action City, Miss Whatever, Precious Thoughts, the scrap booking store and many more. We literally went back and forth 'kay. HAHA.
- OMGOSH. GUESS WHO WE SAW. D<
-After buying everything, the lady at the shop still hasn't called, so we decided to go there and wait instead. Borrowed their table top to wrap the gift. Feel kinda bad that we borrowed so many things. Heh.
-Oh yes, they are very special indeed. While walkting to Tricia's place, we were talking about KAT-TUN's English pronunciation. I love them to bits but they need to get the pronunciation right. HAHA.
-The party was awesome. :D Other than getting a wet hug from Val, that was as wet as the poeple who didn't swim got. Which is a good thing, since I didn't bring a change of clothes.
-The dogs at her auntie's place are so adorable. I fail at carrying dogs. Heh.
-We expected them to make a big thing out of it or say at least something, but they didn't even notice. A miracle. Sukhjee almost found out cause someone had to talk so loud. XD Still, no harm done.
-Cried at the party, since my brother's down with swine. Not because I was worried for him(which I so terribly am and if Kizuna were to play now, I'd cry like there was no tomorrow) but because I had to be quarantined for another week. Meaning that I would be missing school for another week, which is bad. Really bad.
-Oh, I love y'all so much. <3 Thanks for the encouragements, the hugs, the everything. Especially Huijie. She was so adorable! Like she knows I like SHINee. Out of the blue she started singing noona nomu yepo~ and that made me laugh. Not to mention the Hajiman sexy. HAHA. And of course, Lotte-chan who offered to let me stay at her house. Would love to, but I don't want to trouble you. Heh.
-In the end, we decided not to tell Ms W about it, or there goes EOYs.
-Appa came to fetch Joey, Michelle and I. I love my appa. <3
-Won't be able to go for Sukhjee's party, or anywhere else for that matter. Not after coming home so late. We seriously need to leave early next time, yes?
Thanks for always being by my side, a good friend indeed. Having you as my sitting partner is just awesome! :D I know how annoying it gets when I space out or fall asleep during lessons, hontouni gomenasai for troubling you always. May you succeed in whatever you do. FIGHT-O, OH!
For all your love and kindness For the person that you are I'm wishing that this birthday is your nicest one
For the thoughtful things you do For all the joy you spread I'm wishing life's very best throughout the year ahead
Somehow Chao's birthday post is not scheduled to be posted on 4th July itself, but the Otanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu post to Jin and Massu is. Even Bonnie's birthday post is scheduled! Nande not his post and Huijie's post?! Something's up with blogger yo.
誕生日おめでとう Jin! Thanks for being in KAT-TUN, and for being yourself too! Oh yes, I love you(and Kame too~). Continue to make wonderful music with that oh so sexy voice of yours and remember to take care of your health. Stop smoking! ;D Get enough sleep and drink plenty of water, okay? Don't make us fans worry too much about you.
It wouldn't be the same if KAT-TUN didn't had you, all of you, are special to me. (: For the past six months, KAT-TUN has made me a happier person, really. Do smile more ne?
For all your warmth and kindness For the person that you are I'm wishing that this birthday is you nicest one
For the thoughtful things you do For all the joy you spread I'm wishing life's very best throughout the year ahead
Have a blessed birthday~
Hello love! Surprise! :D I thank God for bringing you through yet another beautiful year! Continue to grow in the Lord and depend on Him always. Everything happens for a reason so if you come across any difficulties in your lives, just pray about it. He sees the pictures while you don't. (: Shine like a bright star for God and be happy always. May God bless you on this special day!
Yes yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to our dear Micky Yuchun, from the oh-so-lovable DBSK. Thank you for making about the past two years of my life the best ever, along with the other four members of course. 5-1=0. Seen this before? That's why DBSK will never be DBSK without you, and each and everyone of you holds a special place in my life.
Your voice is no doubt the sexiest among the five and gosh, how I love so it much. It just tends to stand out from the rest(in a good way) but I'd appreciate it if you stop singing high notes, please? With an extremely juicy and delish cherry on top? It kills, really it does, or maybe my ears are just not used to hearing your voice that way. Stay low and sexy, for it will always be loved forever and ever.
Do continue to make wonderful magic with your oh-so-sexy voice and stir up those emotions with those lyrics but never, never neglect your health! Stay healthy and happy, and the fans like myself will do too.
May you succeed in whatever you do, my dear Chunnie.
For all your warmth and kindness for the person that you are I'm wishing that this birthday is your nicest one
For the thoughtful things you do For all the joy you spread I'm wishing life's very best throughout the year ahead
Hey love, happy birthday to you! Another year has passed and I thank God for bringing you through yet another splendid year. I thank God for everything, big or small that He has done for you! Continue to SHINE for him like the bright star you are. May you succeed in whatever you do and don't give up till the end. ♥
For all your warmth and kindness For the person that you are I'm wishing that this birthday is your nicest one
For the thoughtful things you do For all the joy you spread I'm wishing life's very best throughout the year ahead
I think quite a number of people know how much I love you, and indeed I do. I LOVE YOU INTO BITS! ♥
Another year has gone by and just look how much you have grown! Sure you have made many fans along the way and did countless things to wow us every now and then. Sometimes, even breathing is a problem when just talking about you or just thinking about you. Hyperventilating is always such a common thing and sometimes, it lasts for quite a while. Heh.
Just want to let you know that you did a great job of brightening up my life and many others too. So continue singing, to make such beautiful music and never let what others say to you get into your head. Especially what the horrible anti fans say. Smile, Jaejoong. Never frown.
Even though it was only recently that I knew you and the other members of DBSK, it was even more recent that I finally got what this equation meant. 5-1=0. Yes, that wonderful equation that I would never fail to see it everyday. Honestly speaking, I do love you more than the other members of DBSK. But how can I help it? You are just...well, you! :D
Once again, Happy 23rd Birthday from all your adoring fans to YOU!
