The Way To Dawn.

Dive Into The Heart

The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day

I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake

We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything

But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams

The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story

As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel

Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the ~~lil emo kid~~ IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)

So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.

and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D

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There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!

▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats

▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!

Expanding my army.

crunchyroll ♦ shattered-wings
deviantart ♦ twilight-reflection
facebook ♦ ribbonized
lastfm ♦ twoanyone
livejournal ♦ loveproof_not
twitter ♦ _MMHN
plurk ♦ ribbonized

Rewinding [ 12:52 PM ]

a recorded tape.

After the tiring but refreshing hike at Bukit Timah, Wee Chong asked if I was free to watch a movie, but we had to gather people first. Best thing was, he was treating. :D After two hours of texting and calling, I only managed to drag Ben and Cheryl(Boey) along. Thing is, they were not 16 yet and neither do they look like one so we couldn't watch Case 39. Ninja Assassin is also out, cause it's M18. So, we decided to watch 2012, since the three haven't watched it yet. It wasn't too bad, I mean, I laughed and teared at the same parts. The 3D version might be coming out soon, I think. Cheryl and I shared the double combo meal(which was my lunch), and made so many comments about it. Gosh, she is a chatterbox. Being a chatterbox isn't all that bad, but it also means you hace to keep talking to her. In the end, Ben and Wee Chong were totally left out and the two of us just keep going, going, going. Especially Ben. My apologies to him. ):

I don't want to talk about what happened afetr the movie, but Cheryl, please don't do that ever again. It's not funny. You. Totally owe me one.

After having a late night doing some presents, I went for the dental appointment in the morning half awake. Dozed off a couple of times on the chair and slept in the car after. The rubber bands are now red and green, all in the name of Christmas. Been tuning into 172 ever since I got back and managed to catch Pops in Seoul! <3 Alrightie, today's another busy day of present making.

Cheers~

Labels: banger's overload., OUTING

Again and again. [ 2:18 PM ]

and time goes by.

♥Listening to: Precious One, KAT-TUN
♥Mood: tired
♥Location: in the hall

Rush rush, watching a movie today, Wee Chong's treating. :D 2012 again, but it's a nice movie. The 3D version is not out yet, darn. Sad, four people going including myself are watching it later. Everyone's busy today! The hike wasn't too bad. At least no one got hurt. Almost sprained my ankle today while walking to the bus stop, thank God I didn't. Gomen to Hui Ying for being so busy contacting people and that I didn't really manage to hold a conversation to you on the way home.

Cheers, busy busy!

Labels: OUTING, random update, short and sweet?, straight to the point lyNA

A day with Lotte-chan. [ 8:47 PM ]

♥Listening to: Sadistic Love, KAT-TUN.
♥Mood: Ecstatic

Woke up early in the morning to do nails, only to have them looking horrible for the rest of the day. Once I'm done with this post, I'm so going to repaint them. (: Black and red, just like Koki during the White Christmas PV/ PV making. ;D

Met Lotte-chan at Toa Payoh to print some pictures. OMGOSH. Have you heard? She suddenly likes Kame more than Jin. As in their faces. To think that she was a faithful Jin fan. HAHAHA. She printed out like, five Kame pictures, two Jin pictures, one Ueda, one KAT-TUN and one Akame. Oh and the QOP shirt pictures too!

Somehow, Ueda is getting hotter. Like seriously. ;D

Then there was the problem. I was suppose to call her regarding some emergencey. Turns out that her contact lens dropped out or something. Either it's in her eye, or on the bed or just somewhere. HAHAH. We were laughing at what if the lens was really on her bed. I mean, how did get on her bed anyways? How did she sleep! HAHAH.

If it was really on her bed, then it would have cracked by now, 'cause Lotte-chan being Lotte-chan... ;D

Watched CKT while on the way to the shop, a total of 25 stops killed. :D Lesson learned: Never watch CKT on the bus. Sit way at the back if you have to, 'cause it's less bumpy! :D The subs were so small and the bus was shaking like there was no tomorrow, seriously! I felt a little unwell but for the sake of CKT, must hold it.

Found a shop at that area, wrote down the neccessary info and left the place after Lotte-chan bought fruits. It was extremely hot I tell you. Since Lotte-chan's jacket had a hood, I was practically playing with it on the way back to the bust stop. Like pull up, pull down. Again and again!

Lunch was delish! :D Funny thing was, that I have no clue whatsoever of what I was eating. It was absolutely delish! Lotte-chan and I had like the same reaction, it was hilarious.

Was slightly late for tuition but no matter, the rest hadn't reached yet. Finish the chapter on Trig. Lotte-chan went to the library to do SS while waiting for me.

OMGOSH. BUS 31. IT WAS SO BLOODY SLOW. Lotte-chan was being a total Jin, saying how she will deal with me if I don't get there on time. D: You meanie Jin. Bully lil Kame. OKay, Jin doesn't bully Kame, but yeah you get the idea. XD

Went to Novena an-wth. I just remembered. I could have taken 21 back to Novena instead to travelling to Toa Payoh then to Novena. HAHA. Silly me. Anyways, went to Novena and had the time of our lives.

We were chatting and kept running into dead ends and glass doors 'cause we weren't paying attention to our surroundings. We were browsing through the pasteries. The tarts and cakes are subarashi ne! Both of us started getting high after stepping out of the MRT and the Lotte Crunky chocolate didn't help much.

We just got higher. :D

Like really. Laughing like some crazy asses yo. HAHAHA.

OH OH! We went to the level selling Korean styled clothes! It was like so awesome. OH OH! WE SAW BoF, DONGBANG AND BIG BANG POSTERS! We were just practically touching touching their pretty faces. Alright, I was just touching their pretty faces. HAHA.

Then we saw something that we've never seen before. Ever. as in, not sold in other shops. It was this black and white shirt with some words in front and a hood at the back. A HOOD. A H-O-O-D, HOOD! :D Not only that, she shop was also playing Korean songs from Reset to Bolero, Survivor, Love in the Ice, to Mirotic(korean version, duh.).

While Lotte-chan was changing from the black to the blue to the black again, I browsed through the other things in the shop and found this nice pair of denim three quarters. Still broke though. ):

Couldn't decide so we walked down the row of shops and found yet another shop selling Korean styled clothes! :D There was this very nice black long jacket thing for 39 dollars. Someone get it for me please? I'll love you even more. HAHA. There were many nice things in the shops, but if you were to wear it in S'pore, people might think you're mad or something. :/

Went back to the shop to get the black and blue top and walked to the bus stop with Lotte-chan. We parted ways when my bus came.

Overall, awesome day. Going to start my intensive studying on Wednesday and Thursday. Might be going out with Lotte-chan again on Friday. With no plans whatsoever! Ahahaha.

Heh, it would be funny if Kino were to call her tomorrow, saying that the Kami no Shizuku photo book arrived. She would just drag me along and it would be Gokusen all over again. HAHAHA.

Cheers, time to hit the pillows.

Labels: ♥, OUTING

Cold. [ 10:04 PM ]

It was not so bright but it didn't looked like it was going to rain any moment, so I left the umbrella at home.

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Woke up at 8.30 due to the heat. Despite the strong wind coming from the fan, I woke up perspiring. There wasn't a need for Pierrot today then. After applying another layer of top coat I went looking for what to wear and ended up with my usual. Blue top with a yellow tube to match and a grey knit cardigan to protect myself from the cold.

There wasn't much to choose from as my wardrobe was getting old. Even though MYEs are over, there was still the money problem, meaning no shopping. *cries* Seriously, I NEED TO GO SHOPPING. CLOTHES, SHOES, MAKE-UP, ACCESSORIES.

Still, I don't regret spending so much money on KAT-TUN 'cause they are just awesome. Top few things on my shopping list are:

-4 gig phone memory card

-KAT-TUN's Break the Records(limited edition version)
-SUSPENDERS

These are the main ones. The memory card and album are tied for first on my list, while the suspenders are the second.

Ah, as I was saying. Since there wasn't much to choose from I picked my usual, showered, changed, ate cereal and milk for brunch and went to the computer to search for more songs. This time I downloaded three more: Special Happiness, Jumpin' up and Moving on. Pity Le Ciel doesn't have an original. The fangirls are getting on my nerves.

Left the house at 11 which was totally unnecessary as it only took me about half an hour to get to Orchard MRT. Thank goodness I was in the right mind to not clear the PVs from my phone or I'd have nothing else to do other than listening to their songs. Saw Joey at 1150 something with make-up on and realised that I left my lip gloss at home. Darn.

Lotte-chan came soon after and oof we went, to Cine. :D It wasn't surprisingthat Lotte-chan wore something stripey. She absolutely LOVES stripes. ;D

Chatted about random things and KAT-TUN, while the both of them complained about how much their feet hurt. New shoes. Meh. When we entered Cine, the first thing we spotted was this Korean mini mart and they sold PLASTERS at a very low price. A dollar for who knows how many. It was so worth it.

Before going in, Joey saw some cute looking guy in some trailer and indeed, he was cute. The trailer was from the movie, Threads of Destiny(it was aka something and so, Joey and I said almost simutaneously, Akanishi Jin. Lols). we saw tonnes of other movie trailers! Like Monsters vs Aliens, Subaru, UP and loads more. So we decided to like, have a movi marathon. Can't for June to come yo. ;D

Speaking of Subaru, have y'all noticed that the song playing in the background is DBSK's Bolero? The three of us literally went high and started singing the chorus. Another beautifully sad song which is going to be my next blog song for the second time.

Bought our tickets and sat down at the nearest table, while the two of them changed plasters. HAHA. More wondeful trailers which made us even more excited for June. Before the room/hall whatever you call it opened, we sat outside taking some random photos and more KAT-TUN. Just as we went in, the counter where you buy all the popcorn and stuff was closed so we had to go out, go down a level to get our popcorn. it was so EMBARRASSING. XD

ANGELS AND DEMONS IS A GREAT MOVIE. Though a little scary but not THAT scary. Shall not spoil the movie for the people who are going to watch it tomorrow. *ahemchurchiesahem*

The three of us were like, noisy during the movie. We were like, toot-ing(substitude for our 'colourful' language) 'cause some of the parts did scare us and Joey went to hide herself behind the large bag of popcorn that we were sharing while I used nothing but my hands. D:

There was this other guy who was diagonally above my left who fell asleep during the movie and was snoring like a steam train. Not to mention the IJ girls who wore vagina belts.

Happy ending, no doubt. After the movie, we went to Heren's HMV to look at some JKpop, then off to 77th street to shop for suspenders( the ones that Kame wore in the Signal PV making). I seriously want those suspenders yo. Get it for me and I'll love you yo. :D

Left the place even though it was raining. It wasn't a problem for the both of them as they had hoods. My knit cardigan did nothing to save me from the rain. NOTHING. Not that I was drenched or anything but to walk in the rain is just annoying.

Took the train back and we somehow started talking about DongbangKAT-TUN. Then we concluded that Ueda would be the odd one out since there were only five members in DBSK. Just a little too quiet and mysterious, but he's getting hotter, no doubt about that. It's just the, just the hair.

We were practically laughing at the thought if Taguchi were to meet Changmin. They really look alike, to the point that Lotte-chan and I mixed up both of their names. Even I, who has a TVXQ calender on my wall saw Changmin as Taguchi. As in, I can differenciate the both of them but since it's KAT-TUN here and KAT-TUN there, Changmin's name hardly pops up and well, yeah. but he's still a major cutie. ;D

Lotte-chan missed her stop 'cause of the Taguchi and Changmin thing, so she had to get off at tp and switch trains. Said our 'goodbyes' and went off. :D

TODAY WAS LOVE. I tend to make things sound boring(unless I update it the moment I get back), but really it was extremely fun today. I wouldn't have spent it any other way. Thanks loves. <3

Taken from Joey's blog. ;D

went to watch angels and demons with charlotte and melina today. it's a nice show, but damn. some parts were way too scary for me. i kept hiding behind the packet of popcorn. the way the popes-to-be died, was way too much for me, especially the one who died in the fire. zomfg poor guy. he died like, the way those people in the past killed christians. tied to the cross, and burned alive. and and and. can't believe that the priest was actually the culprit. i mean, he was one of the better looking ones in the show. GAH.

→ there's alot of movies to watch! alright! we've got.....

1. subaru (a must-watch! because of bolero and well. it's a sad show. 8D)
2. threads of destiny (because it's rather similar to koizora.)
3. monsters vs aliens
4. blood : the last vampire
5. transformers 2
6. ice age 3
7. up
8. night in the museum 2

Ah, seriously, the fire element was scary. Branding was the worst. Ah, yes. The good looking priest who was the culprit. We thought that he was being noble, risking his life to save the churches. Turns out that he was the mastermind behind it all. Reason behind this? The'god' particle. D:

[edit, again]

Got this from Lotte-chan's blog

Since Bolero by DBSK was the theme song for the show, it was playing super loudly in cineleisure. Crazy Joey was just getting high about the song. We also did a ultra mad thing. After the show, we waiting at the nearby tables where they show the previews of the upcoming movies. We were just sitting there waiting for the song Bolero to appear. Haha, unfortunately it just didn't.

We went to dessertstory to eat and we made a loud commotion there. It is because KAT-TUN Break the records concert starts today!!! ARGH!! I somehow regretted not buying the tickets to go Japan and watch during their June concert in Tokyo Dome. ARGH!!! We were just reciting how the MCs would introduce KAT-TUN for every concert and it would be the same style everytime.
Like, Kazuya KameNAshi, where they emphasise on 'na' in Kamenashi
Then, Jin AKAnishi, where they emphasise on 'ka' in Akanishi
JunNOsuke Taguchi
Koki TaNAka
Tatsuya UEda
Yuichi NaKAmaru

It was also comfirmed that Nakamaru would be bungee jumoing down from the top of Tokyo Dome, how thrilling if i could have watched it. ARGH!!!

Ah, yes. Their concert. Shall wait for more fancams.

Labels: ♥, OUTING

outing! finally.. [ 11:29 PM ]

yeap. the outing was so fun. we ate...FAST FOOD. gosh i feel so guilty. i told myself that i wouldn't eat fast food this month, yet i still went to eat. pfft.

OHMYGOSH. THIS IS REALLY BAD.
MY COM HAS NO MORE MEMORY TO STORE MY PRECIOUS PHOTOS. now what?

well, adrian suggests that i should get another hard disk. kendra said to store them in a CD, like what she did with hers. :D

all these are great suggestions, but the problem is that i have NO CDs and TO BUY A NEW HARD DISK I WOULD HAVE TO PESTER MY DAD, AND HE WOULD HAVE TO SPEND $$$ TO BUY IT. D: I've deleted some ugly/ unwanted photos. so i hope there's enough now.

okayokay, back to the outing. :D

well, yeah. i had this super huge burger that i so couldn't finish. i left like, 1/5 of it there. baah. i feel so bad wasting food. >,< so yeah. we went in and both su and jo were like, THE PANDA'S COMING THE PANDA'S COMING! then su said whenever she thinks that the panda's coming, it would be holding some microphone. lol.

yeah. the movie was awesome funny! and FUNNY!!!!! KUNG FU PANDA! XD then we were like wushi finger holdling people. lol. 'don't make me flex my pinkie!' XD

then there was this woman. haha ling was like, that LADY..LOL. everyone ended laughing at her after the funny part was over. lol.

so, we went to COTTON ON and looked at stuff. i saw this awesome looking grey top and nice accessories. i want :D oh and did i mention there was a SHADES section? kenna, ling, elieen and i started takling spastic photos. LOL. i was only in one of them(i looked so totally bimbo in that one XD) as i was their photographer for the day. :D so...here are the pics!!

HAHA, ADRIAN I'M PUTTING UP ALL OF THEM JUST FOR YOU! SINCE YOU REQUESTED FOR THEM LOL.