Brings back memories
[ 1:25 PM ]
that I'm now determined to erase. ♥Listening to: Koe wo Kikasete, Big bang♥Mood: okay♥Location: in the hall
Anniversary, Kinki Kids
(kanji, romanji, and the translation)
星の数ほどいる 人のなかでボクは
偶然、あの日出逢い 恋に落ちたよ
愛が苦しみだと もし教えられても
ボクは迷わずに キミを選んだだろう
この空で 数え切れない星が
生まれては 人知れず消えてゆくよ
『キミヲアイシテル』そんなひとことが
飾らずに言えたなら どんなに楽なんだろう
もう二度とキミを 泣かせたくないから
何気ない今日と云う日が ボクらの記念日
なんか不思議なんだ キミがボクを好きな
理由がわからないよ …そんなもんかな?
趣味や仕草だって 違っているけれど
最近、似てきた…と 友達(まわり)に言われる
嘘吐(つ)いて キミを泣かせたあの日
ただボクは黙ったまま 何も出来ず
キミがいるだけで ありふれた日々が
鮮やかに彩られ 愛が満ちてゆくよ
この気持ちだけは 忘れたくないから
何気ない今日と云う日が ボクらの記念日
『キミヲアイシテル』 そんなひとことが
飾らずに言えたなら どんなに楽なんだろう
もう二度とキミを 泣かせたくないから
何気ない今日と云う日が ボクらの記念日
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hoshi no kazu hodo iru hito no naka de boku wa
guuzen, ano hi deai koi ni ochita yo
ai ga kurushimi da to moshi oshieraretemo
boku wa mayowazu ni kimi wo eranda darou
kono sora de kazoekirenai hoshi ga
umarete wa hitoshirezu kiete yuku yo
"kimi wo ai shiteru" sonna hitokoto ga
kazarazu ni ieta nara donna ni raku nan darou
mou nido to kimi wo nakasetakunai kara
nanigenai kyou to iu hi ga bokura no kinenbi
nanka fushigi nanda kimi ga boku wo suki na
riyuu ga wakaranai yo... sonna mon kana?
shumi ya shigusa datte chigatte iru keredo
saikin, nite kita... to mawari ni iwareru
uso tsuite kimi wo nakaseta ano hi
tada boku wa damatta mama nani mo dekizu
kimi ga iru dake de arifureta hibi ga
azayaka ni irodorare ai ga michite yuku yo
kono kimochi dake wa wasuretakunai kara
nanigenai kyou to iu hi ga bokura no kinenbi
"kimi wo ai shiteru" sonna hitokoto ga
kazarazu ni ieta nara donna ni raku nan darou
mou nido to kimi wo nakasetakunai kara
nanigenai kyou to iu hi ga bokura no kinenbi
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There are as many people as there are stars
And one day, by chance, out of all those people, I met you and fell in love
Even if someone had told me that love is pain
I would still have chosen you without hesitation
In this sky, countless stars are born
And die without anyone knowing it
Those words, “I love you”
How much better I would have felt if I’d just come out and said them
I never want to make you cry again
So today, this random day, is our anniversary
It’s kind of mysterious – you like me too
I don’t know why…is that why?
We have different hobbies and mannerisms
But lately we’ve become alike…that’s what everyone says
That day when I told a lie and made you cry
I just kept quiet, unable to do anything
Just having you here brings vivid colours
To these ordinary days, and fills me with love
I don’t want to forget this feeling
So today, this random day, is our anniversary
Those words, “I love you”
How much better I would have felt if I’d just come out and said them
I never want to make you cry again
So today, this random day, is our anniversary
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Labels: heartbreaker, little miss random strikes again., mood swings, past, sorry
Getting a little cold down here, yes?
[ 3:10 PM ]
or is it just my imagination?I don't know. Things been pretty cold between the two of us. We patched up, we laughed, and it was almost back to the good old days. Almost. After that one week, everything seems to be different. As if I'm an(to put it in a really horrible uncaring way, even though I know you care) insignificant speck in your life. I may not be as high tension as them but I blame the weather, the distance(can you sense it?), the stress from the amount of workload we got. You may be the one with full of smiles, laughter and all that happiness crap, but in my eyes, I see a person as fragile as glass. If anything were to to happen, you might just crack, break and shatter into pieces and I wouldn't know what to do with that, what to think with that, how to live with that if I was the one who caused it. In all, I wouldn't know how to well, it's pretty difficult to put how I feel in words, honest. So, am I forced to take the path of just standing by the side, watching you? Wanting to show concern, wanting to make you happy, always but never be able to do it. It is a cowardly path, but this is all...I can do. I don't know. If we get too close, they talk. If we are too far, they suspect that something is up and they talk more. You have been one of the greatest friend I ever had and yet, I don't know what to feel now.
There has just been too many things going on, too much to think about, too much to process. There is a chance where you might see this, there is a chance that you won't. If you happen to stumble upon it, then just do what you need to do.
The rain in the morning didn't make things any better either.
Labels: sorry
[ 2:12 AM ]
I'M SORRY, THREE FIVE-IANS
FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO COMPLETE THE ICON/SYMBOL THING FOR NE.
iT'S LIKE TWO IN THE MORNING AND I'M NOT EVEN DONE. So i decided to just give up.
I'm truly sorry, really guys , i am. D: If i come late tomorrow, that means i overslept. once again,
I'M SORRY. D:
Oh, and I LOVE OLIVIA :D WILL NEVER FORGET YOU GUYS.:D
Labels: sorry