The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day
I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake
We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything
But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams
The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story
As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel
little miss.
Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)
So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.
and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D
There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!
▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats
▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!
- Since I have no time to write in my diary, this will have to do. The urge to write it somewhere is too much to handle.
-Woke up with a massive headache, tried to revise Biology but ended up falling asleep. At least I managed to study some of it.
-Lotte-chan and I were meeting at Plaza Sing to get something for Tricia's birthday party. Was almost late cause I had to charge me phone. My phone was dying and the plug came loose when I was charging it. Manged to charge it for a mere 15 minutes, meaning no music for the rest of the day.
-Shopping alone is well, sort of awkward since like you are the only one and not to mention, most of the shops that I went to were rather empty. I ended up at Times, reading Brida while waiting for her to come. It's such nice book.
-Had delish Hokkaido Ice-cream, courtesy of Lotte-chan for being late. Heh. Thank you love.
-Went o many shops to search for Tricia's gift. From the shop that played Rescue the other time to Action City, Miss Whatever, Precious Thoughts, the scrap booking store and many more. We literally went back and forth 'kay. HAHA.
- OMGOSH. GUESS WHO WE SAW. D<
-After buying everything, the lady at the shop still hasn't called, so we decided to go there and wait instead. Borrowed their table top to wrap the gift. Feel kinda bad that we borrowed so many things. Heh.
-Oh yes, they are very special indeed. While walkting to Tricia's place, we were talking about KAT-TUN's English pronunciation. I love them to bits but they need to get the pronunciation right. HAHA.
-The party was awesome. :D Other than getting a wet hug from Val, that was as wet as the poeple who didn't swim got. Which is a good thing, since I didn't bring a change of clothes.
-The dogs at her auntie's place are so adorable. I fail at carrying dogs. Heh.
-We expected them to make a big thing out of it or say at least something, but they didn't even notice. A miracle. Sukhjee almost found out cause someone had to talk so loud. XD Still, no harm done.
-Cried at the party, since my brother's down with swine. Not because I was worried for him(which I so terribly am and if Kizuna were to play now, I'd cry like there was no tomorrow) but because I had to be quarantined for another week. Meaning that I would be missing school for another week, which is bad. Really bad.
-Oh, I love y'all so much. <3 Thanks for the encouragements, the hugs, the everything. Especially Huijie. She was so adorable! Like she knows I like SHINee. Out of the blue she started singing noona nomu yepo~ and that made me laugh. Not to mention the Hajiman sexy. HAHA. And of course, Lotte-chan who offered to let me stay at her house. Would love to, but I don't want to trouble you. Heh.
-In the end, we decided not to tell Ms W about it, or there goes EOYs.
-Appa came to fetch Joey, Michelle and I. I love my appa. <3
-Won't be able to go for Sukhjee's party, or anywhere else for that matter. Not after coming home so late. We seriously need to leave early next time, yes?
♥Listening to:Bokura no Machide, KAT-TUN ♥Location: that same old room ♥Mood: uncomfortable
The title and the caption has no link. Just being random, hopefully it takes off some stress that I'm feeling now. Why the random title? Cause I noticed that I have four more posts to go to make it 365 posts, and if you convert that to the number of days then it's a year.
As for the caption, well, it just came into my mind after rejecting three other possible captions. He's pretty ne. Though I have a feeling that the picture was edited( it might not be either, cause looking at the picture, it was quite some time back and he was skinnier and more adorable then) but either way, he's still pretty. Jin's pretty, but Kame is forever pretty! ♥
Bye people, looking for more case studies till 10 then I'll do as many sketches as possible after doing the layouts for the box that is. THERE'S ART TOMORROW! It has pros and cons though. Pros being I just love Art and the box is finally here. Time to check out their painting skills! Cons are that I doubt I'll be able to finish the sketches in time and I don't want to leave a bad impression of myself.
It's bad enough that I'm still a little stunned by school.
HAHA. I can't help but to laugh. Y'all know I keep text messages from whenever just for the good times? Well, I just saw one from Lotte-chan and it says, "You dare?!". Everytime a text message comes in, I see the text message, followed by that. HAHA.
That was during the CIP where we had to clean up the hostel. I was running late and she was threatening to tear the White Christmas (by KAT-TUN) piano scores into pieces of I don't stop calling her gakki.
Okay. Back to work. Natsu no Basho, here I come! That song really perks up my day. Smack by Maru's an adorable, cheerful, upbeat song that's good to listen when you're feeling down in the dumps. He's a nice person too. Hana. HAHA. Kagei, hana, ago(which means baldy, nose, chin in Japanese). Not baldy, flower and chin. 'Hana' has two different meanings!
Have you ever wondered why it hurts so bad when you listen to sad songs?
It hurts so bad...I want to cry my heart out right now. Thing is, I don't know why. ):
OMGOSH. LIKE YAY!
Mood swings.
HAHA.
Anyways, I've been waiting for this to finish downloading. It sure took it's own sweet time to download! It finished a long time ago, like an hour plus? But I stupidly deleted it so I had to re download it again. DongBang songs from Miriotic live concert. <3
This was part of Val Wong's present. Shi-i-o! ♥ The other three things in the bag was an orange bottle of nail polish, some other nail thing and a beautiful card.
Delish Takoyaki. Takoyaki from Ion. ;D
The making of Takoyaki. HAHA. Sounds like some pv or something. XD
Ahhh, why didn't we cam whore at Ion yesterday. Whyyyy. ):