Round and round we go.
[ 9:40 PM ]
Have you ever wondered why it hurts so bad when you listen to sad songs?
It hurts so bad...I want to cry my heart out right now.
Thing is, I don't know why. ):
OMGOSH. LIKE YAY!
Mood swings.
HAHA.
Anyways, I've been waiting for this to finish downloading. It sure took it's own sweet time to download! It finished a long time ago, like an hour plus? But I stupidly deleted it so I had to re download it again. DongBang songs from Miriotic live concert. <3
Labels: frustrated., mood swings, stressed, Wae yo?, weird much?
it still doesn't matter what i write here. XD
[ 3:30 PM ]
haha, i missed those days when i didn't know what it means to say 'i love you' to a guy. just smiling. chit chat. blah. exchanging numbers as if it was some game. messaging constantly as if we were only friends. then everything changed. i broke many hearts and mine was broken too. heh.
i wonder. this is always what i always write about when i really think about my life. other than God. weird? i don't know. it's up to you to judge me. i don't care and i'm going up to get ready for the outing.
CHEERS!
Labels: weird much?
nande?
[ 10:16 PM ]
why am i still...like that?
it was over. a long time ago.
this shouldn't happen. no it shouldn't.
but it did. i'm living in the past.
i just can't forget.
i keep looking..at his blog...seeing some of us.
he never really said that it was his birthday throughout the three years.
haha. i wonder. why do i take notice of these things?
i really don't know myself anymore.
somehow i just bombarded myself with questions that i do not have the answers to.
well. everything is different now. there isn't an us anymore.
it's just you and me. seperate lives.
haha. what's up with me?
Labels: weird much?
...
[ 12:16 PM ]
okay, i just came online to, ya know. the usual.
my mind's clouded with things that are not familiar with me..
what should i do? well. feeling kinda up and down..
no, i'm not pms-ing!XD
haha, at least i didn't lose my humorous self. if not that would be awful.
i have a lot of questions in my head.
but i don't feel like telling anyone about them.
hmm.
councilling much? :D
haha, no.
okay, well, i gotta get back to work on the mom's day card!
i'm a day late! :/
Labels: weird much?
weird much?
[ 3:01 PM ]
yeah.
the tittle says it all.
well, the last paper of MY exmas is officially over as of today.
I'm free for now.
until studies pulls me back and locks me in a metal cage.
thrown into a dark room.
cold and hard, lost and lonely.
chains are used to stop me from trying to make an escape.
the effing heat makes it hard to think.
hair's in a mess. clothes torn and tattered.
darkness surrounds me.
i'm afraid.
let me spread my wings.
let me break free from this torture.
i yearn to see the light of the world.
Set me free.
i look pass the metal bars,
pass that opaque door.
those are the things that are keeping me to this cold, hard floor.
the keys,
they're gone. the keys to the door.
the keys to metal cage,
thrown down to hell's gate.
both are gone.
my only hope is lost.
crushed into bits.
never to be found again.
okay.
rewind and remix.
weird.
maybe it was that convo with na.
it sets me thinking. really. hmm. i wonder, i really do.
i don't know.
i'm fine with anything. simple girl who leads a rather simple life.
a little spoilt-so i think i am- but it's quite alright.
competitive, perfectionist, proud.
i talk people, friends of any age.
guy, girl. whatever. they are more or less the same.
i don't really care. as long as i'm talking to someone, i'm fine.
i just need someone to tell things to. confide in. cry with. anything.
to hang out. to hug. to play and chillax.
OKAY.
re-REWIND and re-REMIX.
Now what's that all about?
well. yeah. better do some self checking. i think i just need to zi high.
i didn't get my after-every-exam dose of zi highness.
too much thinking i guess.
Labels: weird much?