The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day
I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake
We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything
But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams
The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story
As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel
little miss.
Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)
So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.
and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D
There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!
▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats
▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!
Hi. Erm. The header picture's changed 'cause I simply love these two to death. Gamer's update; KH:COM is finally completed after what, two years? Never got the chance to play it until now. Thanks a lot, Dante. DMC 4 is out, yet another game to add to my to-play-list.
Here's a quick review of the game. The new battle system is pretty tricky and annoying but it does comes in handy during boss battles. While they are reloading their decks(which takes a while 'cause they have much more cards), heal and attack with all you've got. Unless you're fighting Marluxia, that's another story. Having played part of the GBA version, I was psyched to play it on ps2, since my GBA got crushed by a pile of books. IT WAS A GIFT, DAMMIT.
The only criticism is the camera angle. While the GBA allows full-view of the surroundings, ps2 only shows a small area. Especially when you're trying to find some way to heal when Sora's health bar is dangerously low. A darn heartless pops up and the game ends in a hit. Or, you just want to get it done and over with when suddenly, a heartless pops up from somewhere not in the screen. OR you just want to get somewhere, anywhere but the camera angle only allows you to see just that much.
Other than that, it was a very enjoyable 40+ hours. Monstro was my least favourite world in KH1 due to the many confusing rooms that all look alike. Thank goodness it was so much easier to get around with the room synthesizing.
The battles with Cloud, Maleficent, Riku replica (number 4) and Marluxia were the most adrenaline pumping moments ever. Cloud was pretty fast(slow compared to Riku) with strong physical attacks and sleighs. It took forever just to get past him, so much that Atlantica became a training area. Don't be an idiot like me by not reviewing your decks or Cloud is as far as one will and can go. Although his attacks maybe deadly, they are mostly avoidable, including Omnislash. Time it right and jump in another direction just as the blade's coming down to avoid. Sonic Blade is much easier to avoid. Take note of which direction he's heading and doge roll to the left or right of it.
Riku on the other hand was really challenging and one agile dude, supposedly the hardest boss battle in the entire game. Taking a defensive stance isn't the best idea after all since running around to doge his wicked fast attacks just to reload the deck is futile. The best is go for a balance. Have these in your deck, or something similar:
11-12 attack cards(with four to five nines and five zeros)
an elixir
four cure cards(includes a 'zero' cure to break sleighs)
one 'zero' ether
two hi-potions
three Cloud cards for Omnislash(a must for all boss battles)
Vexen card
Oogey Boogie card
two fire cards(Riku may be resistant to it but it does quite a hefty sum of damage for some unknown reason. It's a fantastic way to knock the life out of him or any 'boss' for that matter.)
Make sure Sora's around level 50 near sixty, you don't want to stock up too many cure cards as they take up a ton of CP. Use the Vexen card at the start of the battle just incase. Place the zeros to the back, followed by magic the attack cards. Get used to rotating to the zeros and attack cards for this is crucial. The most vulnerable moment is when one is rotating through the cards so do it quick. Try to break the most damaging sleighs/attacks-the up-close spinning attack is one of them, sneaky and does a lot of damage. Use Cloud's Omnislash(cards 1, 4 and 7 should do the trick) to pack a punch and Fira when he's running around. Riku releases a furry of sleighs when down to the last bar so hit him with all the sleighs possible. Using card by card at this stage is not advisable. Not only is it slow, Riku can card break you easily so think fast!
Maleficent is another pain. Stock up two to three blizzard cards and fire them to card break when she blows green flames. There's a trick to avoiding these flames actually. Either card break it or or run around the back left (or right but pick one side) and let that area be covered in flames while doging them. When she's done, run behind her to heal and attack from there. Break the stun attacks when ever possible, try not to get caught up in one. She starts out with two, then four-a major killer. Friend cards are advisable except for goofy, same goes for summons- just use the Mickey card first.
Swap the Fire cards for Blizzard before taking on Axel as fire heals Axel. Cloud cards are rendered as useless due to Axel's teleporting.
By now, Sora should be near seventy(Castle Oblivion is a great training ground-just re-synthesize a couple of doors. Have Firaga Ball on hand as well as Tornado. Make great use of Trinity Limit to end the battle fast.).
As for Marluxia, the imitation is just a warm up, don't get your hopes too high. Once the imitation's done, switch back to the same cards as when dealing with Riku but swap the Blizzard back to Fire. Change a couple of attack cards so as to have enough CP for the Marluxia card.
Marluxia has to be fought twice after entering the door, be forewarned. The usual, break Marluxia's sleighs and attack. Use Fira when he's out of range. Take note when he uses Doom where you have to match or break his cards- it's one of his sleighs. Break the sleigh or his cards if not, death awaits you. There's another sleigh that you must take note of: one where all your cards are scattered round the area, leaving Sora hopelessly vulnerable. If you're caught in this situation, do not despair. Auto-lock on Marluxia, hold the R3 button to scan and retrive the cards. When he uses a sleigh during this moment, break it with a zero. Make great use Cloud's Omnislash when fighting Marluxia's imitation and Marluxia himself, since there's only one target and it's not an easy sleigh to break. Before using Omnislash or any other powerfully deadly sleigh(eg. Lethal Flame, which is more damaging than Cloud's Sonic Blade) or Cures, use the Marluxia card to do that particular sleigh twice.
Unfortunately, I did not get the Sonic blade upgrate so Omnislash and Lethal Flame is the next best thing.
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. Well I'm putting my heart back together, 'Cause I got over you. Well I got over you. I got over you. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
With that aside, I got awesome news. Yan is sleeping over tonight! <3
Cheers, time for dinner.
P.s. I'll update about my trip to Hokkaido, Japan later.
♥Listening to:The SHINee World(Doo-Bop), SHINee ♥Location: U-Know where ♥Mood: blank
Mehhh.
What is this. I'm procrastinating again. I don't feel like doing my Math or SS now. *cries*
The room is so stuffy yet I don't feel like turning on the fan.
After staring at half a bowl(you know those plastic ones that they pack in when you take away?) or porridge, I gave up trying to finish it and threw the whole thing away. No appetite today.
After attempting to get some songs right, I realized that playing the piano is no easy feat.
Lets welcome the lil emo kid with open arms yo.
Seriously, why the heck am I feeling so depressed? Or is it just the emptiness of the house, making me lonely again?
♥Listening to:LoveJuice, KAT-TUN, Akanishi Jin ♥Location: back in that same room ♥Mood: guilty
Well, my memory's a little rusty now, so I'll try to remember the details.
Yesterday something wonderful happened! No sarcasm, really. ;D
Anyways, Lotte-chan called my phone last evening. My umma was talking to me in a loud voice(that can't really be called scolding, ne Lotte-chan?) and sort of snapped. It was like a you-talk-to-me-this-way-and-I-will-talk-to-you-that-way-too sort of thing.
What's so wrong about talking on the phone? It's not a crime to do that. Like Hello? *waves hand* You need not say "That same friend" every time I get a call, no? It's embarrassing enough that she hears you talking to me in a loud voice, every single time she calls.
When Hui Qi calls(we talk like for 3 hours or more by the way), you don't even say a word. Nothing. Is it just me or are you just being bias to my classmates? They are like me and you yo. Human beings. Living things. We feel.
My apologies for the rant. Just had to get it out of my chest. (:
Well, as I was saying, Lotte-chan called and told me that Kame called her. I could not believe it either. It was impossible, but not that impossible. Now I'm just contradicting myself again. HAHA.
Apparently, her mom's friend knows some Japanese guys and one of them happens to be Kame. YES, KAME. The 'K' of KAT-TUN. That Kamenashi Kazuya. Her mom is just cool yo.
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So they spoke to each other on the phone for like a minute, only a minute. In Japanese, obviously. Unfortunately, she has yet to grasp that language and all she could understand was "How do you do? I'm Kamenashi Kazuya desu.", "Gokusen" and "Ja ne". When I asked if she could remember anything he said so that she could ask her sensei to translate, she was like, "Shit."
She told me her very happy secret. (: As a friend, you would be happy for her right? Right? RIGHT? Well, guess what I said.
"You always call to tell me things that make me jealous."
Even if it was said jokingly, I really shouldn't really have said it.
Hontouni gomenasai, Lotte-chan.
Way to go Mel, way to go. Maybe I'm taking this chotto seriously, but it was on my mind for like a couple of hours and I felt much better only after writing it on a piece of foolscap which is now missing. HAHAH.
She called to spread the joy, hoping that I would be happy for her. Only to hear such a disgusting remark. I am truly, very happy that you called to tell me that. Even though I was jealous that didn't give me the right to say such things. It didn't really sink in until she said, "not to make you jealous or anything..." during a later part of our conversation.
I was busy finishing up my homework until about 10. So, it was about three whole hours of reflecting, spacing out and feeling bad.
That's about it I guess. It's good to stop and reflect at times, but not too much or I'll be a lil emo kid. Really, have you read my older blog posts? I scan through a couple of them while searching for the post with the LOL DBSK video and found out that I really was a lil emo kid.
Not so much now, though. All thanks to my wonderfully awesome and totally lovable friends! ♥
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
5. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between. You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
This man is a sporty type. He has a strong heart and easily comes to terms with the truth. He likes sport and physical challenges, and quickly gets bored with routine. As for women, he gets bored if they are too formal and proper. You need to be enthusiastic and ready to be spontaneous as the occasion requires it. He enjoys activities such as bush walking or rock climbing, so to keep the relationship running smoothly you should give them a go.
I got bored and did more. HAHAH. got the link from john wheee~
BTW, I tag with different names. :D Honey lyNA ;D meliNA :D
She found a video of Jaejoong singing three versions of Happy Birthday~ R&B, Trot, and Rock! XD Heee~ Anyhoo, Yesh, he is H.O.T. :D
fweee~ Happy birthday to ME in Korean :D 생일 축하 합니다 생일 축하 합니다 사랑하는 Melina~ 생일 축하 합니다
윤재, a love that's forever. ♥ ------------------------------------------------CUT ALONG THE DOTTED LINE--------------------------------------------------------- Prayer requests: Please to pray from Adrian, as he has a splitting headache now. D: Pray that he will get a good rest, no matter how short it is. :D
May God bless you all~ -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shall stop now. I'm dead hungry but not tired. AT ALL. I'm not satisfied with what I managed to find for geog. It's like, pathetic. I can bet you that the others found much more. D: So little time, so much to do. HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
they even have their own link! XDD ohgay, you caught me. :D this is da link to the fabulous may lin's livejournal!!! aka lin may. XD
http://omaybeth.livejournal.com/4445.html
heh heh. sorrae may lin! the pictures look so horrible. as in, the quality. lighting, contrast, colour and all. >,< pretty gals...stay pretty forever! :D
One day your looks will fade away, and only inner beauty is left.
Well, i've been in front of the com since i got home.
and that is very bad.
been doing random quizzes. watching my closes friends drifting away from me. i feel like a loser.
ANYWAY!!! on a happier note: i managed to do an awesome drawing of a daffodil. It's damn hard. then i tried drawing a eucharis, and destroyed part of my paper. so now, i'm urm, putting the quiz results here! XD
