The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day
I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake
We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything
But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams
The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story
As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel
little miss.
Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)
So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.
and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D
There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!
▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats
▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!
♥Listening to:夏の場所 (Natsu no Basho), KAT-TUN, Taguchi Junnosuke ♥Location: that same old room ♥Mood: cheerful
-School was fun. :D
-Went back home to change, Joey tagged along and played KH on my PS2. Walked to Toa Payoh cause we missed the bus and then we missed the train that Lotte-chan was in. Even after a HO-ing, we only manage to get there when the doors closed and off goes the train. Gomen ne.
-Telepathy man. Same colored top, similar necklace. I even thought of bringing/wearing/ hanging(it somewhere) the Akame spects that we bought. I left mine at home, she brought hers. Had a feeling that she would bring hers. Idk how or why. HAHAH. First it was the number game, now this. XD
-I thought Lotte-chan was trying to look at what was written on the 'coming soon' walls so I backed away. Instead, she was looking if I wore the present she gave. So now it's CM, meaning 'commercial' or better yet, 'Changmin'. ♥
-Walked round Ion. Most of the shops on the upper levels are still 'coming soon'. Saw many things that I LOVE. From the things at Artbox to the stationary at Muji, to many more! Oh, not to forget the shii-i-o takoyaki and ice-cream! Heck with the cough, it's really good ice-cream we're talking about here!
-Shall apologize in advance if Lotte-chan or Joey falls ill with the runny nose/ cough. I sorta shared food with them, no drinks of course.
-Changed out just before umma came(UCAME/AKAME!♥) back. Like really, right at that moment when the she was unlocking the door, I sprinted up the stairs and changed out. ;D Awesome, I know right. ;D
-Let's go shopping people! Shopping! Pinky rings will be bought next time at either Plaza Sing or J8 but we are so coming back to Ion! :D
-Going to search for some case studies until 12, then I'll wake up at 630 or 7 next morning to continue. ;D
♥Listening to:Neorago, Super Junior ♥Location: that same old room ♥Mood: Hyper
-School was fine. Huijie spent most of it telling me of her SHINee dream. Like how they came to our school, kidnapped everyone and she saved us all, all but Gwen and Tiffany.
Was welcomed back with open arms by the lovely FourFive. They sang a birthday song! ♥ Special thanks again to:
Valerie Wong Thank you for the wonderful gift(s)~ I love your gifts, especially your gifts. Will cherish the wonderful moments with you and the sweet sweet memories of you! Love you! ♥
Charlotte Thank you(for the who knows what time) for the note and the necklace! Was wondering what you would get for me and then I remembered that you said you would by two 'M'(why would you buy two? Now I know) and one each of the DBSK name necklaces and that the gift was something that was wearable. Aww, love you for that. ♥
Oh and thank you for printing out that picture for my birthday card! ♥
Cheryl Tan Thank you for giving me Gigi, the stuffed giraffe! My second time thanking you, you hear? XD Love you! ♥
Michelle No matter how simple your present was, even the simplest things can make me happy. Way way way happy. Thank you for the lovely birthday card! Yunjae sure made my day today. Kame will always make my day and there is not a chance that I'll stop Kame-ing. Hee~ I love you! ♥
And all those who wished me, via facebook, text message or in person. ♥
Lastly,
I LOVE FOURFIVE ohnine. ♥
-Starving during PoA. Caught Joey falling asleep. HAHA. I paid attention okay! Now I just need to revise what I learnt. Lotte-chan, when are you free to teach moi? Be prepared for your worst student ever.
-Recess was yet another surprise, a birthday song and cake. Not chocolate cake of course, that one was Xiao Hui's. Mine was full of lemony goodness and like ew, cream.
-English was spent with Cleris since Tiffany's resting at home. Get well soon love! Sorry that I'm not much of a fun sitting buddy. Heh.
-Chinese was FUNNN. :D We spent about three periods doing a compo while talking 'bout fandom and many other random things. HAHA.
-Left school to get a drink with Lotte-chan and Michelle then rushed off for tuition. I was early! :D Well, right on time to be exact. Showed uchiwas to Bell and Na. Bell bought me a Kame file! It's on the way to S'pore though. Thanks love!
We did Matrices today. Needed that awesome revision man.
-Appa and I went to pick umma up at the market. Whe he came back, there wasn't enough space so I had to move some stuff away. Before I could shift my presentd away, he just slammed the food against them. I glared, hell I did. Then he slammed the groceries against the uchiwas. Thank goodness there weren't any canned foor products or my uchiwas would die. Took pretty pictures of the necklace while waiting. Will be up next time. ;D
-Dinner was delish. Going to try to find as much case studies for Geog then I'll hand the computer over to my brother. While waiting for Music bank to start, I'll revise Math. Next up, birthday post for HQ.
-Oh, before I started blogging, I went to Forever21's webbie. Guess what, I saw many things that I love. Like the bow front bubble short, the mesh ankle bow tunic, the jubilee girl tee and OMGOSH THIS IS LOVE. The RINGMASTER CROPPED JACKET(but it's 37.80 D:). ♥ Shoes, omgosh the shoes and some really pretty white scarf. Nothing much for rings but there are some real nice bracelets there.
Let's go shopping people. SHOPPING! Getting pinky rings tomorrow. :D
And nowhere else has ever felt like home, And I can't fall asleep when I'm lying here alone. I replay your voice, it's like you're here, You move the earth, but now the sky is falling.
♥Listening to:Splash, KAT-TUN ♥Location: that same old room
♥Mood: Chipper
-Still sick, but my temperature's as normal as it can be. No more horrible fever days! *throws confetti*
-Been using the computer to look for case studies for the Geography organizer. So don't worry Su, I'm doing something productive while using the computer, not KAT-TUNing(Ask Alicia 'bout them, I told her all about them, or at least what she needs to know about them).
-Still have three more homework assignments to complete. Chemistry worksheets on QA which I really need to do, or I'll have no clue whatsoever Mrs C is talking about. The SEQ question on Northern Ireland which for some reason, I'm very excited to do it. Lastly, the design for my Art...box.
-Yay, I can't wait for my coffee date with my loves although I don't know when it will be since I couldn't make it last Friday.
-Those who have my hotmail would know that I have a sudden love for pinky rings, yes? Well, I'm going to get one this coming Friday. :D *throws confetti* Thing is, I'm broke so I have no idea how I'm going to pay for them. ;A;
It just so happens that 31st is HQ's Birthday. Her sweet sixteenth! ♥ Which reminds me, I have to make her a card cause that is the only thing I can give her now. My junior by two days, I LOVE YOU! ♥
♥Listening to: Tonight, TVXQ ♥Location: that same old room
♥Mood: sick
-Today was Racial Harmony and the whole class was wearing saris/punjabi suits. Val Koh was the only one wearing the Qi Pao top though.
-Kept 'tripping' over the Sari, so I changed out to the punjabi suit instead. Recess was spent in class, eating the soyjoy fruit soy bar that appa bought yesterday.
-Lotte-chan was tired, so I lent her my shoulder to sleep. She kept sliding off, so I had to stay real still, hoping that my little movements won't wake her up. Gwen, Cheryl and Tiffany were cmawhoring with/near us. Cheryl took a photo of Tiffany and I, with Lotte-chan still sound asleep my shoulder.
She mumbled something and I said, "Daijoubu ka?". A little while later, she woke up, but she lay on my lap later. The rest tried to sneak a photo, but she got up just in time. Sorta like the part when Jin suddenly woke up when they started the filming in the White Christmast PV making.
She was having a dream about Jin. HAHA. Looks like she was really tired. If it was me, I doubt I would dream in such a short period of time.
-We are not Akame-ing, neither are we LPs. We are just good friends, and I'm the one who care a lot about my friends. (: But, we said nothing about not liking Akame! :D
-English was spent settling some money problem and PoA was free period, which we spent packing up/ changing out.
The sub teacher was annoying.
-Went to Bishan with Lotte-chan, Michelle, Cheryl and Huiying. Huiying wanted to get a new game for her DS, so we followed her.
-While the rest went off to settle their businesses, Lotte-chan, Michelle and myself went to Mos to have lunch. They did, I just chatted with them. Borrowed Lotte-chan's shoulder to rest/ For some reason, I'm feeling real tired today. Plus, my right leg was hurting real bad.
-We said our goodbyes to Lotte-chan, while Michelle and I MRT-ed and bus-ed home together. Said my goodbye to Michelle, ending off with a hug. Told ya I'm a natural born hugger! Bus-ed home the remaining journey myself, stopping at the Market to get something. Walked back home after 186 left without me.
-Took my temperature after feeling chotto too warm to be normal. Turns out that I have a fever of (the mosrt recent temperature) 38.2. Subaraishi ne? That explains the body aches and me feeling oh-so-tired.
-Going to do Geog for an hour, then proceed to Art. :D Going to sleep by 1030, I hope.
Cheers love. Hiatus still going on, but I'll post as long as I get to use the com for school related stuff. (:
