Love is in the air,
[ 10:03 PM ]
never assume the other person's feelings,
because unrequited love is just unfair.
Oh, the problems. There's nothing else to say since this is a public blog
but it is always better to be safe than sorry. My hunches were right but it was too spot on. Can't it be another?
Labels: Masquerade.
Words always leave an impression
[ 5:08 PM ]
they stay forever etched in memories
whether good or bad.
Today was a day of much confusion, even after a refreshing run.
I may have given much advice today but to how much it helps them, I do not know. There is always a strong feeling whether my words do help or not every time I try to say something encouraging or when giving advice. Is it best to just sit there and watch people's lives go by because one is afraid of the words spoken or just go with the flow and help to the best of one's ability?
Perhaps it's the weather. Whatever it is, my tlist seems really down today~ Pray for those who are ill or are about to fall ill, may God's healing hand be upon them. Also, for the JAE results to be successful(is that even the right word?) no matter where we are posted to.
Amen.
Labels: bittersweet
twitterific.
[ 10:48 AM ]
when i see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing just the way you are.
Going to work is so cumbersome, exhausting, pressurising but at least it brings in money.
Time to go for work again~
Labels: ♥, bittersweet
To my darling,
[ 11:25 PM ]
Sistar - Shady Girl
When I'm watching a movie, I have to be startled.
When I eat with you, I have to leave something aside.
Even if I'm not sad, tears have to flow.
Do you know those feelings of mine?
When I drink water, I have to pretend being drunk.
No matter how hard it is, I always have to smile.
It seems like it's about to rain, so I have to be nervous.
Do you know those feelings of mine?
* I'm this shady girl, who loves only you.
I'm this shady girl, who is only looking at you.
I need you boy. Like this, I love only you.
I'm tensed, tensed, tensed about you leaving me.
I'm nervous, nervous, nervous.
As time goes by, this shady girl thinks only of you.
Even if it's always bothersome, I put on make up every day.
Even if my legs hurt, I wear high heels.
I'm wearing pretty clothes, so that I can look good for you.
Those are my feelings you know about.
Even if I see good-looking men, you have to know you're best.
Because of you, I always hang up the phone when I'm chattering.
I'm cleaning, maybe you will show up at my home.
You know about my feelings exhausted like this.
* REPEAT
On the outside, I'm laughing, but on the inside, I'm crying.
Without looking into your eyes, I'm waiting endlessly.
I'm getting angry, whenever I see this two-faced me.
Why do I get so small in front of you? Why?
I don't know why.
I'm this shady girl, who loves only you.
I'm this shady girl, who is only looking at you.
I need you boy, I care about you so much.
You're so special to me, I love you boy!
I'm tensed, tensed, tensed about you leaving me.
I'm nervous, nervous, nervous.
As time goes by, this shady girl thinks only of you.
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This shady girl thinks you are the one, friendly, kind, caring, looks amazing and everything that she dreams. I hope you see this darling, this song makes me think of you always.
Precious, gorgeous, sweet, amazing baby, you're my only one. <3
Labels: ♥
"If you can dream it, you can do it"
[ 8:09 PM ]
I must not fear.
Fear is the mind killer.
Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.
Dune by Frank Herbert
♥Listening to: Sunshine Love, A-mi
♥Mood: bouncy
♥Location: alternative study table(?), the one downstairs
The title says it all. Was told by Via to update my ever-so-dead blog so here I am? Nine more days of hell, nine more days till we can break free from the chains of education even though it is only for a while(two months to be exact) before the results are released in mid January. Whatever it is let's live life to the fullest!
Oh. The little extra bounce and chirpy-ness when I switch from earphones to headphones. This is why headphones win earphones almost anytime, quality music is loved. HAHAH, MY DAD JUST CAUGHT HIS FOOT ON THE EXTENSION CORD AND GAVE THE WHAT-THE-HECK EXPRESSION. This post is going to be a ton of random things thrown together just like a random update as usual.
Today's paper was Biology and I'm euphoric that it's finally over! Not o-levels, that requires a more larger celebration. Only three more papers to the end of it all. CELEBRATE, HEY~! Currently doing some research for Art which is on the 10th. Many people prefer to work on something more concrete, something that they can can grasp, something that follows a proper theme from beginning to end. Unlike them, abstract ideas are my love. It just isn't the norm to focus on a single theme unless it's glamour or some other theme similar to that trail of perspective.
Easiest way to tackle this subject is to do something personal or at least something that you yourself can relate to yet it makes people think about themselves too. Twist the theme to suit you, not the other way around. Use the theme to your advantage which reminds me.
Art(as in apparel design) or a Plastic Surgeon? I've been stuck in this dilemma since June after deciding to take on either one of these paths. Leave a tag in the cbox regarding this, aye? Also, please watch out for spammers on your cbox. As you can see, they have been spamming my cbox probably just to earn profit by gaining traffic to their site. Beware of them spammers.
On a brighter note, U-Kiss is finally coming back to S'pore for promotional activities! Their concert is held on the 19th of November at Bedok reservoir with a fansign during noon and a concert at 8pm. Can't wait! Although I have only traveled with them as an unofficial-official Kiss Me since around April 28th this year, this half a year was the best half year and to be honest, probably just slightly better than them KAT-TUN days. KAT-TUN was my longest fandom to date lasting about (since sec three is in '08) one and a half years? DBSK brought me to the Kpop world last year with Mirotic and somehow U-Kiss entered my life sometime after SHINee did. U-Kiss, a self initiated fandom that will last for many years to come. OMO, 2008. the year I got into Jpop, the year U-Kiss debuted~!<3
Alrightie. O-levels aren't over yet and I'm already gushing about them coming. Ttyl, love you love you love you~
P.S. Sunshine Love is still on repeat however it is getting a little too upbeat so time for Sikkeurot!! by U-Kiss~<3
P.P.S. Those who have Twitter, add me @_MMHN
P.P.P.S. Gamer's update: dad bought Fatal Frame 3 and Onimusha 4! Oh yeah baby baby baby girl~!
Labels: ♥ DBSK, hyperness, Korean is awesome and so is KOREA., little miss random strikes again.