The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day
I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake
We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything
But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams
The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story
As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel
little miss.
Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)
So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.
and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D
There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!
▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats
▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!
and leaves you in the dark abyss of your own world
♥Listening to: Super massive Black Hole, Muse ♥Mood: sick ♥Location: in the hall
It's been raining these few days and my body couldn't adapt the sudden change of weather. It's the holidays, summer break! What the heck, Mother Nature decides to bless me with a cold. A cold in the summer. Sweet, isn't it? Anyways, the rain took out morning run for today's schedule. What a bummer-I even woke up on time, just when the alarm went off! Other than that, I practiced a little keyboard to get back in gear for serving this Sunday. Going to get back to work after wasting so much time last night on diy-ing french manicured tips(yes, painting nails is counted as a wasted of time just this once) so i decided to snag my sister's opi purple. A solid colour is the best, enough said.
There's Math, English, Poa, sciences and Geog to do today, with some Art before turning it. I'm terribly afraid to start on my final work. What if I ruin it? There are spare boards courtesy of Mr Chen and SL, still... Oh well, a good start is half the battle won. There's also the observation to be done and finalizing the design too! Got to get all the menial things done first or nothing will turn up on paper. Cheers, still got to download Paramore's third album. Been straying further and further away from JKpop and more toward American rock and etc. Was it all part of the K-wave or just something that didn't kept my interest? Like Joey, spending too much time on fandom can be a bore. Perhaps it's time for a change of things?
Before I forget, gamer's update. ;D
I'm almost done with Sora's part in KH:COM, and I'm bursting with excitement to get my hands on the Riku reverse rebirth part. Hell yeah. On the other hand, GOW3 is coming out on PS3 so it's time to save up some money. KH: Birth by sleep and FF13 is also out on PS3! Doladola.
yeah, since you went away hasn't been the same in my heart, all I got is pain could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain sunlight, moonlight, you lit my life, realize in the night while love shines bright cant let you go; we're meant forever, baby let me know
Had a wonderfully weird dream with Jin, Kame and myself on Thursday night to Friday morning.
I have no idea how but the dream started out with the three of us at some sheltered pathway. Apparently they were taking me to somewhere but they never really did mention where. Out of the blue, Jin told Kame to eat the chocolate they got from earlier before going into this factory of some sort. Just as they were done popping it into their mouth and resumed walking, I went and hugged Jin from behind, making puppy dog eyes as I asked him for some too when he turned. He then bit the chocolate he was eating into half and fed it to me. I licked the melted chocolate off his fingers too.Kame was standing nearby, watching everything with a blank expression on his face.
When we entered the place, Kame disappeared. Like really, out of the picture, no where to be found. Suddenly Jin grabbed my hand and we started running. In and out of rooms we went. There were many girls in each room that tried to separate us, either by force or by words, saying words like a wasn't a virgin, having slept with uncountable number of men. To put it simply, they were saying that I was some whore. We just kept running, hand in hand with Jin tossing assuring glances at me. He didn't believed a single word they said, I was glad. We then entered a corridor where two hordes of girls were waiting for us. Like gladiators they charged at us, pulling us apart. Jin was shouting my name and I was shouting his as we reached for each other but the girls were two strong.e were out numbered, obviously. Not only did they manage to separate us, they managed to throw me on the ground. Armed with eggs, metal poles and fire extinguishers, they hit me with whatever they got, laughing sadistically.
They sprayed at my face and I was blinded for a sometime but I felt as if I had dreamed about this part and knew the outcome. Quickly, I garnered all my strength, broke free from the girls and went to drag Jin away from the horrifying fangirls before making a run for it. He lead the run soon after he regained his balance and our hands interlocked.
I have no memory whatsoever after that other than us standing at the sheltered path again, just the two of us. Suddenly I was walking down alongside some street stalls, all cleaned up. Feeling bored, I rang up Kame. His voice was husky and he sounded tired. Looks like I woke him up from his slumber. I told him that I was bored and went on to tell him what happened just now with Jin, jumping from random topic to random topic. He then interjected, but I forgot what he said. I could only remember him saying irately, "Go read some magazines then!" After concluding that he was mad cause Jin and I left him out earlier, or maybe he was jealous. Then I woke up.
Darn, I wished I remembered more of it. I find it weird that I was so close to Jin in this dream when actually Kame's my Ichiban.
Oh yes, I'm back. Where's the welcoming committee? :D Anyway, my computer's hard disc crashed AGAIN. This is the third time and it's driving me nuts 'cause it picks exactly the right timing to spoil. The ART AND PROJECTS time. D: The laptop was not able to connect to the internet either so I was totally cut off from the cyber world. Sad, no?
Well, due to the countless tests I have had so far and countless projects, life has been very busy lately. Although it was better than when there were compulsory Global Village meetings to attend and props to make. To top it all off, Art was making things look worst than it already is. Oh well, finally it's over. Even though we did not win the prize, we still enjoyed ourselves and it was a once in a life time experience. I absolutely can't wait to see Celeste again! :D
Since I'm back online, my five sketches should be done by this weekend. :D With the colours and compositions completed too! By the way, if you see any of the words thatsticktogetherlike that,I blame the super sharp wires. BRACES! I FINALLY GOT BRACES! And the rubber band is baby blue in colour. Awesome-ness, no? Looks like my perfect teeth will come in about two and a half years time.I wonder how I'll look like then...
Speaking of braces, they are annoying me. Not only do I have an injury because of the wires, I'm on a soft diet too, which makes me whine everytime I see my friends eat normal food. The words stick like thesebecause the injury is on my fore finger of my right hand. My RIGHT hand. My WRITING HAND. D: More importantly, my DRAWING HAND. Thankfully, I'm doing water colours this year, so I guess it should be alright.
That's about it I guess. Got to have my 'lunch'. Cheers!
And I thought for sure that I would fail both Math and Chemistry.
Today was a pretty awesome day. The last two stressful papers are over, and I got to experience a lil holiday kind of thing as I walked round taka. ;D I finally got my box of awesome colour pencils from art friend. Pt that couldn't find the same exact box of colour pencils Ms Low has. Dang.
Oh well, I settled with faber caster instead. (: Thanks Kim for the money. You've been a great help. ;D
Anyhoo, back to the papers. It easy. I actually completed or almost completed both section A and B in half an hour. Suprisingly. And I thought that the paper would be tough, seeing that Mrs Chu actually sort of told us what was coming out. Well, not exactly She just told us to focus on a few topics. :)
Yeah Yeah. 3/5 got awesome teachers for the sciences this year! HAHAH.
Math was just frustrating. The paper was a lil challenging. I sort of forgot how to do the question on circles. No, I forgot how to do it, I didn't forget to do it. You didn't read it wrongly. hee~ There was totally not enough time, for goodness sake. I lost at least 10 marks in total. Crappy shit. D:
hmmm. I just went to flickr tp search for some sitting poses and found this mother of seven having an awesome bod. Dang, I want her legs. D: Going to do what ever it takes to get those awesome legs. >,<
okay Lyna, back to work yo. ART ART AND AWAAAAAAAAY~!
it's hard to stay away from the things you love, or once loved. Especially people.
