The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day
I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake
We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything
But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams
The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?
Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story
As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel
little miss.
Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)
So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.
and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D
There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!
▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats
▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!
yeah, since you went away hasn't been the same in my heart, all I got is pain could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain sunlight, moonlight, you lit my life, realize in the night while love shines bright cant let you go; we're meant forever, baby let me know
Had a wonderfully weird dream with Jin, Kame and myself on Thursday night to Friday morning.
I have no idea how but the dream started out with the three of us at some sheltered pathway. Apparently they were taking me to somewhere but they never really did mention where. Out of the blue, Jin told Kame to eat the chocolate they got from earlier before going into this factory of some sort. Just as they were done popping it into their mouth and resumed walking, I went and hugged Jin from behind, making puppy dog eyes as I asked him for some too when he turned. He then bit the chocolate he was eating into half and fed it to me. I licked the melted chocolate off his fingers too.Kame was standing nearby, watching everything with a blank expression on his face.
When we entered the place, Kame disappeared. Like really, out of the picture, no where to be found. Suddenly Jin grabbed my hand and we started running. In and out of rooms we went. There were many girls in each room that tried to separate us, either by force or by words, saying words like a wasn't a virgin, having slept with uncountable number of men. To put it simply, they were saying that I was some whore. We just kept running, hand in hand with Jin tossing assuring glances at me. He didn't believed a single word they said, I was glad. We then entered a corridor where two hordes of girls were waiting for us. Like gladiators they charged at us, pulling us apart. Jin was shouting my name and I was shouting his as we reached for each other but the girls were two strong.e were out numbered, obviously. Not only did they manage to separate us, they managed to throw me on the ground. Armed with eggs, metal poles and fire extinguishers, they hit me with whatever they got, laughing sadistically.
They sprayed at my face and I was blinded for a sometime but I felt as if I had dreamed about this part and knew the outcome. Quickly, I garnered all my strength, broke free from the girls and went to drag Jin away from the horrifying fangirls before making a run for it. He lead the run soon after he regained his balance and our hands interlocked.
I have no memory whatsoever after that other than us standing at the sheltered path again, just the two of us. Suddenly I was walking down alongside some street stalls, all cleaned up. Feeling bored, I rang up Kame. His voice was husky and he sounded tired. Looks like I woke him up from his slumber. I told him that I was bored and went on to tell him what happened just now with Jin, jumping from random topic to random topic. He then interjected, but I forgot what he said. I could only remember him saying irately, "Go read some magazines then!" After concluding that he was mad cause Jin and I left him out earlier, or maybe he was jealous. Then I woke up.
Darn, I wished I remembered more of it. I find it weird that I was so close to Jin in this dream when actually Kame's my Ichiban.
