Dive Into The Heart

The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day

I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake

We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything

But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams

The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story

As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel

Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)

So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.

and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D

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There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!

▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats

▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!

Expanding my army.

crunchyroll ♦ shattered-wings
deviantart ♦ twilight-reflection
facebook ♦ ribbonized
lastfm ♦ twoanyone
livejournal ♦ loveproof_not
twitter ♦ _MMHN
plurk ♦ ribbonized

♥Listening to: Sadistic Love, KAT-TUN.
♥Mood: Ecstatic

Woke up early in the morning to do nails, only to have them looking horrible for the rest of the day. Once I'm done with this post, I'm so going to repaint them. (: Black and red, just like Koki during the White Christmas PV/ PV making. ;D

Met Lotte-chan at Toa Payoh to print some pictures. OMGOSH. Have you heard? She suddenly likes Kame more than Jin. As in their faces. To think that she was a faithful Jin fan. HAHAHA. She printed out like, five Kame pictures, two Jin pictures, one Ueda, one KAT-TUN and one Akame. Oh and the QOP shirt pictures too!

Somehow, Ueda is getting hotter. Like seriously. ;D

Then there was the problem. I was suppose to call her regarding some emergencey. Turns out that her contact lens dropped out or something. Either it's in her eye, or on the bed or just somewhere. HAHAH. We were laughing at what if the lens was really on her bed. I mean, how did get on her bed anyways? How did she sleep! HAHAH.

If it was really on her bed, then it would have cracked by now, 'cause Lotte-chan being Lotte-chan... ;D

Watched CKT while on the way to the shop, a total of 25 stops killed. :D Lesson learned: Never watch CKT on the bus. Sit way at the back if you have to, 'cause it's less bumpy! :D The subs were so small and the bus was shaking like there was no tomorrow, seriously! I felt a little unwell but for the sake of CKT, must hold it.

Found a shop at that area, wrote down the neccessary info and left the place after Lotte-chan bought fruits. It was extremely hot I tell you. Since Lotte-chan's jacket had a hood, I was practically playing with it on the way back to the bust stop. Like pull up, pull down. Again and again!

Lunch was delish! :D Funny thing was, that I have no clue whatsoever of what I was eating. It was absolutely delish! Lotte-chan and I had like the same reaction, it was hilarious.

Was slightly late for tuition but no matter, the rest hadn't reached yet. Finish the chapter on Trig. Lotte-chan went to the library to do SS while waiting for me.

OMGOSH. BUS 31. IT WAS SO BLOODY SLOW. Lotte-chan was being a total Jin, saying how she will deal with me if I don't get there on time. D: You meanie Jin. Bully lil Kame. OKay, Jin doesn't bully Kame, but yeah you get the idea. XD

Went to Novena an-wth. I just remembered. I could have taken 21 back to Novena instead to travelling to Toa Payoh then to Novena. HAHA. Silly me. Anyways, went to Novena and had the time of our lives.

We were chatting and kept running into dead ends and glass doors 'cause we weren't paying attention to our surroundings. We were browsing through the pasteries. The tarts and cakes are subarashi ne! Both of us started getting high after stepping out of the MRT and the Lotte Crunky chocolate didn't help much.

We just got higher. :D

Like really. Laughing like some crazy asses yo. HAHAHA.

OH OH! We went to the level selling Korean styled clothes! It was like so awesome. OH OH! WE SAW BoF, DONGBANG AND BIG BANG POSTERS! We were just practically touching touching their pretty faces. Alright, I was just touching their pretty faces. HAHA.

Then we saw something that we've never seen before. Ever. as in, not sold in other shops. It was this black and white shirt with some words in front and a hood at the back. A HOOD. A H-O-O-D, HOOD! :D Not only that, she shop was also playing Korean songs from Reset to Bolero, Survivor, Love in the Ice, to Mirotic(korean version, duh.).

While Lotte-chan was changing from the black to the blue to the black again, I browsed through the other things in the shop and found this nice pair of denim three quarters. Still broke though. ):

Couldn't decide so we walked down the row of shops and found yet another shop selling Korean styled clothes! :D There was this very nice black long jacket thing for 39 dollars. Someone get it for me please? I'll love you even more. HAHA. There were many nice things in the shops, but if you were to wear it in S'pore, people might think you're mad or something. :/

Went back to the shop to get the black and blue top and walked to the bus stop with Lotte-chan. We parted ways when my bus came.


Overall, awesome day. Going to start my intensive studying on Wednesday and Thursday. Might be going out with Lotte-chan again on Friday. With no plans whatsoever! Ahahaha.

Heh, it would be funny if Kino were to call her tomorrow, saying that the Kami no Shizuku photo book arrived. She would just drag me along and it would be Gokusen all over again. HAHAHA.


Cheers, time to hit the pillows.

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