Dive Into The Heart

The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day

I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake

We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything

But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams

The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story

As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel

Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)

So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.

and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D

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There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!

▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats

▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!

Expanding my army.

crunchyroll ♦ shattered-wings
deviantart ♦ twilight-reflection
facebook ♦ ribbonized
lastfm ♦ twoanyone
livejournal ♦ loveproof_not
twitter ♦ _MMHN
plurk ♦ ribbonized

Five papers down, four more to go! :D

I can't tell you how relieved I am after today's papers were over. For those who got my message asking you to pray for me, you should know how worried and terrified I was of today's papers. Why, of all other papers must they put Chemistry and Maths on the same day?

Anyway, the papers turn out pretty well. Sad thing was that I did not finish the Math paper, but it was manageble. That's the forth paper that I did not finish this MYEs. It sounds kind of bad but it's really nothing much to worry about after seeing what I left out.

For English it was only the last sentence, yours faithfully, signature and name. For Chinese, it was the last sentence, blessings, name and date. Social studies was the last sentence AFTER I remembered what to write. But for Math, it is by far the worst I've done. I lost a total of 21+ marks cause I could not finish the last page in time. Oh well, no use crying over spilled milk. I'm just extremely thankful that during all these papers, I was a peace and could think kind of straight without KAT-TUN popping in now and then to distract me.

At most, it was only traces of White X'mas, Peaceful Days, Lips, Mother/Father and Don't You Ever Stop. Oh, have I told you that the Chemistry paper was a easy as pie? Not that I know how to make pie but you get the idea. The MCQs were of primary school standard, as if they thought that the ROCKING AWESOME 4N(TT) CLASS are a bunch of Science idiots. Mother/Father was playing in my head, then Peaceful days just came out of nowhere halfway through Mother/Father and it stayed like that till the end of the paper. HAHAHA.

Seriously, the questions are simple and the only part that might actually need a little bit of brain power would be section C's question on the blast furnace, and the one on crystallization and the last question of section B. Blast furnace was fine, so was the one on crystallization. the last question of section B did made me think quite a bit.

Plus, there was still about five minutes till the end of the paper, so I doodled on the other piece of foolscap. By the time it was up, about a quarter of the paper was filled with 'Kame no ai! <3', with some Yunjae and Akame at the corner. Oh well, this is what happens when you give me a piece of paper and nothing else to do. :D

Now, the nest few papers are the horrifying ones. Tonnes of things to memorize for Geography, PoA and Biology which is on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday respectively. then it ends with a "BANG!" on the 13th of May, which is Art paper 2, drawing and painting paper.

Once MYEs are over, it's time to go SHOPPING with my loves. ;D

Cheers, time to relax after a whole day of worrying.

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