Dive Into The Heart

The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day

I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake

We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything

But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams

The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story

As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel

Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)

So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.

and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D

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There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!

▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats

▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!

Expanding my army.

crunchyroll ♦ shattered-wings
deviantart ♦ twilight-reflection
facebook ♦ ribbonized
lastfm ♦ twoanyone
livejournal ♦ loveproof_not
twitter ♦ _MMHN
plurk ♦ ribbonized

Yes. I am in love with this BB song and T.O.P. :D

Anyhoo, let's rewind, pause and play. Starting from Wednesday!
School was great! I shall dub Wednesday as my favourite school day ever, until the school decides to change the timetable AGAIN. Art was just THE COOLEST. The lesson started with Ms Lao's same words, "Start drawing." and because I slept so late(or should I say early? :D), I sort of went zi high-ed through the whole three periods.

First I help the rest of the girls with their sketches like, how they should draw this, comments and stuff. As I had troubles printing out the pictures I found for my sketches, no thanks to my computer who can't seem to find the printer when it is just beside it. So, Ms Lao had to lend me her laptop so that I can view the pictures that are stored in my thumbdrive.

After starting on part of the outline, the bell rang. OH WOW, IT'S TIME FOR RECESS. School ended with a horrible Chinese test. Not only did I not understand, but the annoying thing was that I could actually read the words, but it made no sense. A little at the most. Everyone had no idea that there was a test today so it caught us by surprise. However, falling asleep while reading the passages that made no sense never struck me at all. A miracle indeed. XD

School ended and it was time for team LEBANON to resume their work for the Global Village project. I was suppose to be back home by three plus, like I promised. It was suppose to be like a short visit to my long gone grandfather followed by a scrumptious dinner. It did happen, except I was late. EXTREMELY LATE. Oh well. Alls well that ends well with a piping hot bowl of mouth watering Bibimbap. It wasn't as good as the one in Korea. It is understandable though. Heh. I hope that I can find better Bibimbap in Singapore soon. Heh.

Today was alright I guess. Had AA meeting after school, followed by Global Village stuff. Left for home at about 6pm with Charlotte, Cheryl and Ruth.

Later, I realised that my precious darling thumbdrive was missing. MISSING I TELL YA. I was furious at myself for not being able to remember where I had left it. Spent a good one hour searching high and low and I found t in the place where I least expected. My room, on the vcd player. I bet my sister left it there. D: Oh well. ANYWAY, God answered two of my prayers today. PRAISE THE LORD! Though they maybe simple prayers, I am glad that He answered it.

BANG! You're dead.

[edit,1158pm]

Just finished watching America's Next Top Model. LOVE that show. :D Three Brittanys in one show. Isis is back and so is Brittany R. who got kicked out cause if you were to look at a 100 photos of her in it, you would not even notice her. Well, that's what Tyra banks said. Congratulations to Joyslyn who finally made it into cycle 11! :D

BANG! BANG! You're dead.

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