Dive Into The Heart

The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day

I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake

We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything

But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams

The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story

As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel

Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)

So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.

and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D

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There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!

▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats

▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!

Expanding my army.

crunchyroll ♦ shattered-wings
deviantart ♦ twilight-reflection
facebook ♦ ribbonized
lastfm ♦ twoanyone
livejournal ♦ loveproof_not
twitter ♦ _MMHN
plurk ♦ ribbonized

Lyna has been gaming lately and it seems that she won't be coming online for a while. Recently, her dad just reminded her again how amazingly awesome the game, Devil May Cry 3 is and so she has decided to give it a try. Also, her dad bought another copy of Kingdom Hearts but she is reluctant to play it again. It's not because she doesn't like that game, but she finds it very time consuming and irritating to have to check the online guidebook for help.

Even if she doesn't need it now, the time will come sooner or later. However, she decided that she is going to play the game until she needs that guidebook, then she'll stop. Being able to almost lock the first world, Wonderland, she is feeling rather proud of herself and is surprised that she even needed the help of the guidebook the previous time.

Still, she can't seem to get her hands off Devil May Cry 3 and managed to complete the second mission on record time, earning an 'A' for Timing and also an 'A' for Stylish Points once she got the hang of the controls. Overall earning herself a hunter ranking of 'A' with yet another 3,000 bonus points, with an extra 1,000 points with each boss defeated. Thanks to the number of Stylish Points earned, she managed to learn a couple of new skills and is enjoying while she lashes them out on the unsuspecting demons. With guns, swords and demons, what more does she needs to have fun? But, she is annoyed by the fact that the number of red orbs needed to purchase a small Vital Star(which is used to restore a small amount health) increases with every purchase.

From a cheap price of 250 red orbs to a costly price of 1000 over orbs. Thanks to that, she doubts she can upgrade her weapons and learn more abilities in time to defeat Cerberus(without spilling much blood), the three headed dog from hell or worst, Vergil. Who just happens to look a tad bit like Sephiroth and is Dante's(the main character of DMC 3) brother. Although the fight with Vergil may be very far off, but she thinks that it would be best to be prepared first.

Changing the controls may be tempting, but it would make it harder for her to execute the desired moves when the tutorial teaches her a new one. After realizing that she got the L1 and R1 buttons mixed up, she finally manage to get Dante doge rolling when needed. She stabbing a demon a million times seems cool but being able to finally do it is even cooler.

Aahh, the wonder of such games. Gory and sadistic, just how she likes it.


Heh. Third person. Anyhoo, I'll be either gaming or trying to finish Eclipse up before the camp starts this Wednesday and boy, am I excited for it. I just hope that my brother remembers to get the packing list for me. Cheng Yi needs it more than I do. (: Oh, and I need to change my shirt size before I forget. Size M might be good, since XS is too short and S might not be of much difference.

Cheers! Just reading up a little more on Eclipse before I hit the pillows. (:
Goodnight world!

P.S: DEVIL MAY CRY 3 ROCKS. ;D

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