Dive Into The Heart

The streets sparkle like silver
now that the rain has changed into snow
I could see a dazzling future the color of a dream
that Christmas Day

I looked at you and smiled
on that holy night,
yet your tears overflowed
"I'll love you forever..." So why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I look up at the distant sky
Someone new is waiting for me,
but I still harbor those feelings that I can't shake

We used to laugh together back then;
we weren't afraid of anything

But I hurt your gentle spirit
that Christmas Day
Now I'm wandering aimlessly,
searching for those hopes and dreams

The sky I gaze up at
is too big for me to grasp
even if I were able to reach it So Why?

Now the dancing snow is starting to disappear
I'll take the unwavering feelings of that time
and go forth into a new tomorrow,
because we can't go back to that story

As I keep on walking, I can't help but wonder
as the snowflakes melt in my outstretched hand
if maybe someday we'll meet again
and finally be able to tell each other how we really feel

Melina Eng, Lyna or Mel for short.
I breathed my first on 29th July 1993.
Some know me as Little Miss Random,
or the lil emo kid IMMA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
Currently studying my forth year in CHIJ Secondary (Toa Payoh)

So here's my life, in bold, italics, and underline.

and she loves photography;
and she loves reading;
and she loves shopping;
and she loves exercising;
and she loves fishing;
and she loves doing her nails;
and she loves hanging out with her friends and family;
and she loves her friends and family;
but most of all, she loves God 'cause He is her mighty saviour :D

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There are more to come, but almost all of them can be bought from Forever21 online.
If you get any of these for me anytime soon(cause some of them are final sales), I'll love you even more!

▪ Camera (Any suggestions?)
▪ New Phone(iphone 4)
▪ Headphones!(my earpieces are seriously dying)
▪ Belted Shoulder Bag
▪ Watch
▪ Belts of varying thickness
▪ Black and green jacket/hoodie pullover
▪ Painter's Skinny Jeans
▪ Gently Faded Skinny Jeans
▪ Creased and Frayed Skinny jeans
▪ Decorative Fishnets
▪ Heels
▪ Flats

▪ Put GOD first in my life
▪ Be the salt and the light of the world
▪ Do QT daily
▪ Play the keyboard better
▪ Learn how to play the awesomely rocking Bass and the totally slammin' drums
▪ Run every weekday and GET THOSE SKINNY LEGS ASAP
▪ Attend prayer meetings
▪ Meet my (RL)fandoms!

Expanding my army.

crunchyroll ♦ shattered-wings
deviantart ♦ twilight-reflection
facebook ♦ ribbonized
lastfm ♦ twoanyone
livejournal ♦ loveproof_not
twitter ♦ _MMHN
plurk ♦ ribbonized

HAHAHA. Yes, I just have to update my blog. Why?


Met at Little India to visit my poor friend, Shannen. Oh, and just a little side note to the NEW PAPER, her name is SHANNEN. Not SHANNON. D:

We went there, saw her for a minute, said a short prayer and wrote her a note. (: Then Abby and I headed off to catch a movie titled Cape No. 7 . We went into the theater with both our hands holding the exact same thing: A jumbo hot dog and a drink. :D I was hungry then, even though I ate a bowl of porridge at 12 noon. By the way, I LOVE MUSTARD!

I finished mine way before her, despite the fact that she said that she was hungrier than me. HAHAH. Then she was annoyed by the fact that I can eat so much and still look thin. Like, what the heck, I am so not skinny. Have you really LOOKED at me?

The movie featured two females by the name Tomoko. One of them who is a model but ended up working as a translator, while the other one was a 80 year old whose daughter worked at the hotel as a housekeeper and was found smoking in Tomoko's(the model/translator) bathroom while cleaning.

Most of the movie was about the 80 year old Tomoko and her lover, who wrote 7 love letters and kept them in a really nice black box with gold colour traditional designs on it along with a picture of her when she was young, standing at the beach. She was smiling, and her smile was so innocent, so pure, so full of youthful-ness and joy. (:

The letters were being read throughout the whole movie. Those wonderfully beautiful words, kept and preserved in brown envelopes, sealed with undying love.


Anyhoo, after the movie, we went walking around aimlessly in Plaza Singapura. Call it window shopping, if you want to. While we were looking at clothes, Abby suddenly held some up to me to see how I looked like in it. She kept saying that it was nice and that I'm skinny and stuff. D:I know you are just saying that to make me feel happy yo. ;D

Next, we went to Faceshop and Abby bought me a bottle of nail polish. That nice dark blue one. No glitters please. That's too SHINee. XD It was a Christmas present. Yes, I can be contented with such small things. :D

Later, we somehow found ourselves at Times and started looking at books, you know, Twilight and books written by Jodi Picoult. After which we went looking at those very adorable, very small and very expensive stuff, HAHAH. Followed by the very pretty yet expensive scrap booking materials.


I felt rather unwell and wanted to puke while on the MRT though. I blame the perfume section that we walked past earlier on. While I was showering, the smells of dozens and dozens of perfumes were still stuck in my mouth and my stomach. I honestly hate walking though the perfume section. No, I do love perfumes, but not too many at a go. I have this really nice one in a small adorable pink bottle but it has only a few drops left. The bottle is about 3 to 5cm long?


HAHAHA. Almost forgot. I watched Golden Bell Challenge on KBS world! Today's episode was very entertaining! However, there we no dares this week Two fridays back the dare was to do the Nobody dance on the next episode, while last friday's dare was to do the I'm Crazy chair dance! :D While watching it I was painting my nails, I told Abby and she called me a Bimbo. D:

Here's a conversation between Hui Qi, Cynthia and I last Sunday.

HQ: I find painting nails so ma fan.

HQ: Why do you want to paint your nails anyway?

M: Because I want my nails to look pretty! <3

C: *starts laughing*

C: I'm laughing at you, not with you!

Then we all laughed and she continued with her story. Then she said something which I forgot that made me say this to her.

M: I'm laughing with you, not at you!

C: Woah, she learns fast!

Yay me! I've used that sentence quite a number of times, so yeah. HAHAH. Anyhoo, my nails are kind of screwed. So, I'm in desperate need of nail polish remover now. What do you expect form someone who painted her nails with colour for the first time? However, I didn't screw it up THAT much. I just went off a little. A LITTLE! Still, I SERIOUSLY NEED THE REMOVER. The Vampire Red one was spoilt. It was all sticky, so I had no choice but to paint Champagne over it.

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