[ 11:18 PM ]
SUNDAY...SUNDAE?It was rather alright today. Though I felt that I was being kind of mean to the people around me. Am I? I seem to grow into whatever I wear, not joking.
When ever I wear the lil miss trouble shirt I tend to be meaner, causing more trouble than I usually do. Seldom thinking before speaking. Not only do I hurt the people around me, I've caused them more trouble. Or so I think I did.
Hmm. Today was very plain and boring. Though morning was uber fun because of the fact that my church celebrated New Life Worship(NLW)'s 4th anniversary, We had really great food, and Abigail joined us to study.
Well, the group studying wasn't as productive as I though it would be, as the room turned out to be real crowded. Three loud speakers were there. ( no offence ) They were talking loudly across the table, though they knew that they were disturbing the rest. They did apologise, which was good. Gosh, sorry for hurting anyone. Sincerely sorry. I'm just speaking my mind, that's all.
Then my friend finally completed her work and started proclaiming that she actually finished everything. Not once, but many times. I was glad that she actually finished studying for the day, but I was a tad bit annoyed when she just couldn't stop saying it. I know you are happy, being free...I love that feeling. Though it wouldn't hurt to just smile and head back to the clubhouse right? I feel like I'm going a bit too far...
hmm. Then Abigail was so kind to lend me her psp to play dj max. I needed some time to de-stress. Plus, I need practice cause I really suck at that game. After quitting band I lost my rhythm. Everything. Sad, ain't it. Though I got it back while playing eba, but lost it once I stopped.
Then I studied a lil more and headed off for dinner. The food tasted awful. Never in my whole life have I tasted such horrible food, other then yt(my birthday ended with disgustingly horrible food. oh wow.).
My parents told me an hour before I left for dinner that I had to eat my own dinner. I was left with only $2.2o. Then I gave the $2 to na for the drinks that she bought and was left with 20 cents. Yes. only 20 cents. So I had to borrow $4 from my bro for dinner. He's suppose to collect it from my dad, but I'm not sure if he did. He's upstairs and the door is closed.
It wasn't much fun today. Yes. Optimistic? NOT.
the holidays are about to be over. In ten minutes time, I'll be thrown back to reality. No matter how hard I try to stay in this Fantasy land, I can't. Going back there would be easy, though now there's this invisible barrier stoping me from doing so. It has a name, which many of you are very familiar with. E.O.Y exams. I stand infront of that barrier, trying my very best to get through it. With God's help, I really hope that everything will be alright.
okay. What am I saying.
EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT. WITH GOD BY MY SIDE, ANYTHING'S POSSIBLE. :)
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